: March already? Didn't this year just begin? Oh well.
So I'm back again and my dopamine levels are higher than before if any of you care. 3nodding
*hears crickets as her bad psychology joke and reference to past journal entry go over everyone's heads*
Meh... I tried. sweatdrop
Anyway, I'm just sitting in the computer lab of Cox Science Center, waiting for my Cell/Molecular Biology class to start in a little less than an hour. I was trying to study for the upcoming test on Thursday, but I couldn't keep my mind on the biology. It's not that I think it's going to be easy. I'm pretty sure the test will be challenging enough and there will be a need for me to study, but I also have to worry about my chemistry exam on Friday... ugh... I hope I manage to do well on both of them... even if I have to settle with just below a B. rolleyes
So anyway, I'm not exactly sure what's brought me back here. The past month has been rather... interesting, to put it nicely. But I'm glad it's over. 3nodding
I think I learned a lot more in that one month (which sadly only has 28 days as opposed to 30 or 31 like the others) than I have in a whole year... and I'm not talking about school wise either.
Just the way of life and how people are and whatnot. It was a huge eye opener indeed. And although I'm very glad that it's over and I'll never have to worry about it again, at the same time I'm thankful that I had this learning experience. It'll help me know what to do if I ever get confronted with the same situations again. 3nodding
I just hope March treats me 100x better than February did. stare
But I'm hoping it should because Spring Break is coming up the week after next and hopefully I'll spend it relaxing and hanging out with friends.... or just relaxing without friends... I can relax on my own. 3nodding
*sigh*
What a year already. xp
Maybe a tiny part of me is looking forward to summer vacation, but then I know once I get home I'll want to leave. xp
I don't know where I belong anymore. confused
But I think I know what would really make me happy... something completely different... something spontaneous... something unexpected.... something surprising. If someone can pull that off for me then I guess I'll be set. 3nodding
I just need something that's out of the ordinary for once. Something that'll keep me guessing and something that's exciting. Something that's longer lasting than the little joys of life like reading the next Nana or Naruto or finding out that Tekken 6 might be coming out October 27th. Something that I can look back on and be like "Wow, that was a lot of fun! I wish we could do that again."
To summarize, I think I just want someone or something to completely sweep me off my feet with the most unexpected and enjoyable plan ever. I think I'm bored with my life. crying
But I guess I have a mini surprise coming up. Greg is allegedly going to be making a photoshopped picture of me (finally!) and I made sure to tell him not to use any bad pics of me and to not tell me what it'll be until he finishes it. 3nodding
I just hope he remembers now. xp
But on the same token... I need to not put my faith in people so much or else there'll be a chance I'll get let down, which is one of the many valuable lessons I've learned anyway. 3nodding
Alright so I don't really know what the point of this entry was supposed to be. Then again most of my entries don't have much of a point to begin with.
Oh well... I should continue studying or getting ready to go to class. I should be free after class today since I plan on not going to work so I can continue my studying.
So until my next journal entry, whenever that is, later days. heart
Son Kurichi-Kai · Tue Mar 03, 2009 @ 05:09pm · 1 Comments |