Torn between emotions
Getting torn to pieces,
By the thing I crave most,
How do I know if it’s real?
How do I know if it will stay?
Why is it the one moment I am happy,
And the next I am spiraling into depression,
Is it because the thing I crave most is something I fear?
I only find more questions with my answers,
Will I ever truly be happy?
Will I always crave this thing that’s tears my heart and soul apart,
Will the questions ever stop?
Is there still hope for me?
Will love always bring me pain, or will I finally be happy?
I think I crave the love but yearn for pain,
You cannot have love without pain,
But I would rather love then feel this heartache,
I’m getting torn between emotions,
Should I stay or should I go,
Should I love or should I hate,
Should I fall for your lies or live life without you?
Either way I’m always dead,
Getting torn between emotions is worse than death,
You can feel every moment of this pain and sorrow,
You can feel your heart breaking at the seems,
You were suppose to heal me not break me,
But you will pay and you will see,
That I am the best you will ever have,
The best you will ever know,
The best you will ever love,
But I’m torn between emotions,
And I have finally learned,
That I’m better off on my own than to waste my time on you.
-stephanie z
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