Hate you? Hate you?
I'm unsure as to whether I should want to cry at that or think you don't mean it. I love you, I'mjust...nvm. This is why its better to just not say anything and leave it as it is. You do your thing, I'll do my thing and I'll hold the brief intervals of time we have as precious. That sounds manageable.
I can talk to Ty to ease the longing, Roen for the moral support, theEmo for the 'don't go there' and Ry,....Ry's just the sense of being wanted. Yeah...that sounds right.
9:05 Edit So now that I've stopped crying after getting the chibi's of our avi's from Malice I can honestly say I doubt tomorrow or the rest of this week and the next week will go well until I know whether I have a boyfriend or not. I dunno, I'm just such a screwup aren't I? Now I wonder if I'm overreacting and it'd be biased to say I'm not but damnit. I don't want to lose you, to lose you would be...would be the worse thing in the world.
Mal said he had finished the chibis and I clicked the link like a fool only to see the iamge so...so...that I broke down. I don't want to lose you, I don't hate you. I could never hate you, I love you and that's what upsets me when you can go RP and talk to other people and not devote a few minutes to PM me back.
I must be overreacting and to that, I'm sorry. I really am.
I hate my music right now, I'm obsessively listening to All ways Always by Lostprophets and its making me want to cry more.
Shaizard · Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 09:26pm · 0 Comments |