ever notice how much school sucks? today i would have rather goten my braces tightened, kicked in the nuts five times, and goten shot in the arm.. i felt so terable today.. i felt like every fether.. every inch of flesh was brutaly ripped from my wings.. im looseing all hope.. i dont have anyone to talk to anymore.. im so lonely.. i would cry.. but then my dad would start yelling at me.. today was just terable.. everyone was geting huggs from missing everyone else over the summer brake.. i didnt get a single hug, a hi, or even a glance.. insted i got my binder stolen and locked out of the hallway.. i felt so rejected.. im crushed.. its plain to see none of them want too hang out with me.. and yet.. i dont want to hang out with them ether.. if they dont want me around then so be it.. but that dosnt make me any less destroyed.. i feel like locking myself in my room for a week to see if anyone notices.. what is a passionet man with nothing to be passionet about!? i feel like nothing.. my joy a dark empty room.. my life the burning flames of hell.. my hope ripped from me like every fether torn from my wing.. i dont know how im going to keep going.. ive never felt so alone..
l Ice Cream Sandwich l · Thu Sep 08, 2005 @ 11:31pm · 4 Comments |