Well, since I got a message last night, and no way to message that person back since she used someone else's account, I guess I'll post my reply here. Maybe they'll read it. Who knows?
Anyway... the answer is no. I'm not going to speak to him. I haven't even thought about him, which is why I got kinda lost when I saw "Danne-kun" typed into the message.
If he wants another chance, tough. I gave him too many chances already. Every time he thought about raping me, I gave him a chance to redeem himself, so to speak. Every time he called me a whore in every way he could think of, I gave him a chance. Every time he pushed me away when all I wanted was his attention, I gave him a ******** chance. He'll never change completely. What's the point in deluding myself to think that he will? That's bullshit.
I already have s**t going on in my life that I don't need to deal with him, too. If he wants a punching bag, he can go find someone else. I've had it with him. In fact, I think he already has a girlfriend. I don't want him to treat her the same way he treated me, and hopefully he isn't, but if he wants someone to talk to he has her. And he has friends.
It feels pathetic that I have to make this public... God. >.<
Priestess Asuka · Sun Jun 01, 2008 @ 04:47pm · 0 Comments |