im tired of holding back im tired of putting on this act i just want to be me for all of you to see ive kept it up so long my identity is almost gone im tired of acting cheery when im weary im tired of faking smiles when i want to cry for a while im tired of being alone so tired it touches bone i miss being little when my emotions werent so brittle i miss being care-free just watching my problems drown in the sea but those times are gone my life now sings a different song i miss coming home to a house that was whole i miss it so much, it claws at my soul i miss when i didnt know about death now i cherish every breath and weep as the ones i waste fly by as i waste another, for a final sigh as my life begins to fall.... i sit and wonder....is this all? will my life continue being fake? i hope not, for my sake but if all i have to show is this i will swallow it with courage as i fall into the abyss
General Corvis · Sun Apr 27, 2008 @ 02:38am · 0 Comments |