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What I have written here is a usual starting point to my daily life . . .04-19-08 With all that I feel in all that I do, many feelings I still battle with,(serenity Prayer )comes to mind all too often with a heavy heart I move forward. Letting those I have come to know as I do. Become closer to me. Do and be anything they wish to be to me. Even those I care for, who I have noticed may not clearly work from or let their heart be their guide. I am in no position in my current surroundings to be able to make a difference in this world around me. The path I seem to have chosen, though easier in life, seems to have created in me a frustration that I can only make a positive difference in example of all I do, and share in my heart. This world has so much selfishness, If only I might have taken a different path, would I have been able to effect real changes in our government in our schools, or even our churches… Could I have started a seed to grow, much in the same way Jesus might have wanted too. Something someone said to me today caused me to think about all this once more. This world can be very trivial, and so insignificant our lives can be here if we choose to let them be. I feel that all we strive for can loose it’s appeal once we realize what we each truly value most. When we do actually hold to our values within our own hearts, knowing that all things of this world will pass away forever. Should I too strive for more to be able to give more, towards what in the end is truly meaningless…. Yet another friend, quite scholarly achieves great levels of success, earning significant amounts of wealth, and knowledge. Still comes to me seeking my thoughts my assurance my answers. . . and confidences, always saying I am so solid and grounded nothing ever shakes me or what is my secret, why am I me, the way I am. Even after knowing her for over a third of my life, she still does not realize that what I have is what everyone has. . . a certain consciousness and awareness of what is within me and throughout this world, just that I may focus on it more often than most take the time too or possibly allow them selves the freedom too. I always want to take more time to feel my way through life rather than rush through it making so many unnecessary choices and resulting in foolish path choices, that create in me a indecisive and erratic behavior. My truest wish is for all to see within themselves what God has given each of us… The most precious gift above all besides life. . . and that is Love / / /
We all have this – why is it not all of us use it or live it. . . there is no reason not too, it is only a choice to live day to day within our hearts minds and soul… to live each day no matter what may come to pass we will always know what is strongest within each of our hearts. A simple choice, a simple path, a wonderful life. . . .
Richdog1 · Fri Apr 25, 2008 @ 07:09pm · 2 Comments |
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