this is my 1st year of public school
I dislike it greatly.
its soo hard to make friends.
I started out knowing allmost no one
now I know several
but for some reason as soon as I start
making friends I start withdrawing
its like I am scared.
which I guess I am
I mean I watch all the gang bangers.
what idiots.
I watch everyone.
I dont think half of my classmates even notice
I am not an idiot
I have never been good at calm
I think its my ADHD
its only borederline(or was when I was 5)
but I think I need rydilyn
or something
I am like a wild child for 3-4th hour and 6thhour
and maybe 7th...
every one thinks I am crazy
*shrugs* I dont know who to trust and who not too
 Lightamongthedark · Wed Apr 23, 2008 @ 03:28am · 2 Comments |
