April 15, 2008—Broken Love
I was so sure that Kynan would be the one, who would love me and who I could devote myself to. I love him so much. I know I am still young, but I feel it cannot be any other. He is gentle, kind, and tender, a little shy but brave and handsome. I want so badly to be his, and no one else’s.
But I saw Kynan with a pretty blue filly. Aki said her name is Savinka, and she was nuzzling him. He must be in love with her. His eyes kept flicking over her…I couldn’t watch, so I left. The forest is so cool and gentle, and I need a place to escape to.
Mother will be so angry with me. I have been away for two days. But I can’t go back, to where Kynan is…
I have stopped near a small, pretty little creek. There is a black yearling here also, named Grim. I don’t know where he came from, but he says that he lives on his own, wherever he pleases. I wonder what it’s like. But he makes me…uneasy. He was just there all of a sudden. But he is so polite, and gentle. I don’t see why I’m afraid of him, or anyone else, for that matter. Maybe it’s Grim’s eyes that make me nervous. They are yellow, with no pupils, and very pale…
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