I have come to learn that things never can work out the way you want them to, or they way you plan. Things go wrong and people change and things get confusing. Life never seems to be on your side. We're always going against the odds. Well maybe thats just me. I don't ask to much I don't think, I mean we all have our wants and needs and we don't always get what we want and try to make sure we get what we need. But what about when our wants and needs are the same? what if the thing we want is something we need? then what? Do you just let you heart be ripped out? Let it fall apart? Let your feelings eat at you untill you have a breakdown? Search for something more convenient? I dunno the answers...I barely know the questions. All I really know is how I feel. and I feel like things will work out the way they are supposed to, people may not understand, they may argue, sneer, and even put me down but at the end of the day when I get to talk to you I know that it will all be okay. I don't know how or why...but you make me feel so much better. The frustration, the anger, the pain. I mean its still there but I just know its worth it.
Loki_143 · Sun Oct 28, 2007 @ 06:48pm · 0 Comments |