"Snow" I held out my hand for the first time. A single flower of white, danced and gently landed on my palm. Cold to the touch. Its softened glow a strayed my eyes. Vaguely, I noticed that there were many of these delicate flowers, chasing the wind, being pulled by gravity. Looking over at the nearby tree, I saw the place where you had once been. Still holding out my lifeline, the gorgeous flower melted in my hand as I closed it. I began to see my dream.
Our exhilaration kept rising into that dimmed daydream, without noticing a thing we casually stumbled upon this unfortunate friendship. Postponing time and throwing everything away. Hand in hand we were; inseparable, joined as one..... Forever.... Laughter and smiles blanked us at night. Safely secure in your arms, the warmth of your heart was all I needed. Not once complaining -- Never did we need anyone else. We shared everything; Both calming the others sadness, wiping away each others tears. And casting them into the wind, along with a caution sign. Building a wall of contentment to conceal it. Also......... Of course we blindly fell into nausea so strong that neither of us could break free. The odium gradually consumed all we had, unaware we did nothing to stop it. Forgetting our beloved memories and hopes, we remained in this state of unforgivable threats. Toxicating the air with cruel intentions, never becoming one again. Final separated from one another, I wandered away and left your deserted heart behind. Without looking back, I took everything and abandoned all hope of reuniting.... No longer am I smiling, no longer am I laughing. A thick mask has plastered itself to me; a two-faced, tacit of the world. Forced to erase the bewildered love that I lost, I ran away and deleted everything. Alone is what I am..... Alone is where I will stay....... Now and for eternity -- That is my decision.......
Returning to reality -- I held out my hand for the first time. A single tear of glass, pierced and cut my palm. Dripping with blood, coloring the flowers underneath me. I held out my hand for the last time.
Shuichi_shindou_000 · Tue May 24, 2005 @ 10:16pm · 0 Comments |