I know I shouldn't be happy. but I am.
I think that she is feeling that I'm not feeling the way I used to. She brought it up in tonights 2.5 hour phone chat, (96% of which was her talking.) But I am kind glad she is feeling it cause then maybe she'll call it quits and I wont break her heart. I would much rather have it end on her terms than on mine and now it seems like it won't be very long before she is done and thinks she is breaking mine.... Wait, that is opposite... Well all I wanna say is that if she is getting my telepathic feelings, then she will try to end it on her terms rather than on mine.
Am I being a complete and total jerk by saying this? I mean it's not like I'm doing anything that makes it seem like we are gonna last longer, ie: we haven't kissed, nor given gifts... Well okay I gave her a CD. big gift. But seriously. is it better that I let her call it quits?
LAUREN if you read this, I beg of you as your friend and Club VP, PLEASE don't mention any of this to her. This is one favor I ask of you.
Good night peoples...
Solidzane Community Member 
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