ok.4 all of u who read my last entry here is more on my dead grandma.
1.my aunt louis gets the grn wedgewood.i dont thin k this is fair because i was the 1 who helped my granda set it up.she also knew i loved that wedgewood even more then louis did.what she didnt know is that it meant so much 2 me cause it was a memory of her.it was a memory still when she was alive.it has always been a great memory and noow knowing that ill never c the face of my grandma reflected in the wedgewood(even though wedgewood cant make a reflection)means that 1 of the only objects that we both loved 2gether has been taken away from me.
2.the figurines go 2 debbie.i always admired them because it reflected my grandmas beauty.the good thing about aunt debbie having the figurines is that ill b able 2 c them still.SOAP:u didnt know her when she was younger so it would b harder 2 understand.
3.we get the silver.it is valuable but the reason we have it is because we actually will polish it.IN OTHER WORDS WE R THE ONLY PPL WHO CARE ENOUGH TO KEEP SOMETHING OF HERS BEAUTIFUL EVEN AFTER SHE IS NO LONGER HERE.even simpler is that we r the only 1s who care what grandma wants(even though she is dead).
4.i dont know if i get the doll house wich is the only thing in the house even more important 2 me then the wedgewood.ill have the complete set and a complete rememberence of grandma.if that is taken away from me; i will have nothing left 2 live 4.the doll house means more then just a memory of grandma but a memory of when mom was happy.we were all happy. no problems.something ill never have again.if i cant have a memory of that then what else do i have left 2 live 4?nothing.
5.i c what my family has bcome.the world has bcome.a greedy world with no love.no hope.just worries, saddness, hatered, and so on.
6.g2g dads here.
angels_assasin · Sat May 14, 2005 @ 07:19pm · 2 Comments |