my faith has been renewed after talking to my bestfriend yesterday i had her tell me that i was blaming God for my past and that i needed to think about what i was doing and today i had that time to thinkg about that and she was right so i prayed to God and i asked for forgiveness and to help me instead of blaming my past to share it with others who has or is going through the same thangs i had to go through in my life and i ask God to restore my faith in him and to help me live for him and this time fully give my self to him and from that time on i am and pray for me as i keep trying to please God with my life and to help others see that he is the only way to true happyness