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Posted: Tue May 23, 2006 4:17 pm
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Well then. About a year ago my best friend admitted her feelings to me. She's a girl, I'm a girl. I'm not homophobic, I have friends who are homo-sexual.
It all started out. She IMs me and says she likes someone. She gives out a discription of the personality the person she likes has. After the 2nd one, I realized it was me, but went into denial. She contued to describe this person, then admitted, "The one I love is you." I told her I didn't know how to react. That night I cried, and asked God, "What is this?" "What's going on?" I was extremely confused, and I knew I couldn't return her feelings. She eventually started getting a little too close to me. So I found some excuses so I could get away frm her. She eventualy became rather hateful and was depressed, she stopped hitting on me. But I knew I hurt her, and that made me feel extremely bad.
I love her, but only as a friend. I appologized to her for hurting her without meaning to. She accepted my appology and told me that I really did make her feel bad. Even when she started dating other guys, she would still tell me things like "I wonder what would happen if my boyfriend found out that I love you more then him?" or something similar to that. She still loves me, last week she pointed out little things like "Oh, thats gonna be me and you" she said when point to a picture of a couple kissing. She would also lean on me and such and such.
I'm not comforable with the attention, but I really cant stand hurting her at all. It makes me cry when I hurt other people. I know what it's like to be rejected, and I really don't want her to feel thay way. But in the end, one person can only be happy if things go on.
I go with her family to church, but she really doesn't know if she truely believes in God.
I really don't know what to do.
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2006 5:06 pm
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 9:37 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 9:28 am
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 12:03 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 04, 2006 8:39 pm
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