Rep barked a laugh. "Naw man. It wasn't amazing. It was horrible. I almost lost everything I was and am, I almost forgot everything. Ace, Jordan, You, Rin, everyting and everyone. I wouldn't have been me at all. I'd just have been empty. It was just luck she spared me. It wasn't amazing, it was ******** scary and I could have ended up worse than dead."
It was baffling to him to hear the bizzare and awful things which had happened to him over the last few years called anything other than how he thought of them.
"And you know as well as I do that I'd never be allowed to lead anything. I'm just a murderer, a murderer they point at s**t they want rid of until its gone. And I do it before Sun and Moon even ******** get there, so they can clean up the s**t that isn't morally ******** ambiguous and get their deserved glory. I'm Death's garbage man and I'm fine with it, I wouldn't want anything more than that."
He shrugged. "Its not as glam as it sounds, let me tell you."
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