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Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2014 11:41 am
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Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2014 11:45 am
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Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2014 3:25 pm
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Imre was so glad to finally be done with his mother. She was an evil witch as far as he was concerned and he wanted nothing more to do with her. They had a pretty dramatic parting fight where for no reason he could discern the witch had wanted him to stay with her. But that was all over with now and he was going to see his brother, who he desperately missed. He was not quite prancing as he came upon the meeting place, ears perked and wings fluttering.
When he spotted Emrys, instead of verbalizing his hello, Imre went right up to Emrys and bumped Emrys in the shoulder with his head. “Hey you.” He said, backing up a pace. “What have you been up to?” Scratching at the ground with his hoof in embarrassment he admitted, “I missed you.” Imre tossed his head a little trying to indicate that he didn’t really care, even though he really, really, really, did. He didn’t resent Emrys for going with their father. Imre just wished he could have gone too. But that wasn’t how it worked out and Imre just dealt with it. Besides he was free now so all was good.
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Posted: Sun Oct 26, 2014 3:38 pm
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Posted: Wed Oct 29, 2014 8:56 am
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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2014 2:24 pm
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“Your forgot already?” Imre teased. “I only just asked you.” Grinning a bit, letting go of the thoughts of the witch, Imre proceeded to listen to Emrys babble about their dad. He couldn’t help thinking of how different Emrys was from him. Was it a product of being raised apart? Was it just naturally that way? Without realizing it, Imre had stumbled onto the question of nature versus nurture. Imre had a feeling that it would haunt him for a while. Would he have been a happier colt and less argumentative if raised by someone else?
Siblings. There were already siblings? Their dad moved fast. Imre couldn’t help feel that maybe their dad had moved fast to get rid of the reminders of the witch, but then pointed out to himself that not everything revolves around her and he was giving her too much power. So deep in his thoughts Imre was, that when Emrys whirled around it surprised Imre and he did a quick step back. Ears back a bit, he tried to be calm about what had just happen and play it off as if he hadn’t just shied away. Emrys hadn’t meant to scare Imre so he wasn’t going to chide Emrys on it. This time. Next time though, Imre would have something snappy to say. At least that was the plan.
Shifting slightly trying to regain his equilibrium, Imre got a glint in his eye. Here was something to push at. “Ambryn? Do you think she is pretty? Do you like her? Do you think she likes you?” Imre asked in a singsong voice. “It sounds like you have a crush on her.” He said more seriously. Imre quickly sidestepped away so that Emrys couldn’t swat Imre with his thicker tail.
The last questions gave Imre pause though. “Are you sure?” He asked uncertain of himself all of a sudden. “What if they don’t like me?” His tail swished in frustration at himself. Why wouldn’t they like him? He was amazing after all. “As for me, I am learning right now. Exploring the world and seeing what is out there. Nothing fancy going on in my life yet.” Imre sighed heavily. It wasn’t that he hadn’t found interesting things. It was more that he was sad because meting up with his brother was reminding him how few others were in his life. Tossing his head some, Imre smiled as well he could. “But there will be grand adventures. I am sure of that. I’ll have to come tell you about them periodically.” Imre laughed a little. “I can tell you stories, and you can tell me stories. We could make a game of seeing who can guess which ones really happened.”
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Posted: Mon Jan 12, 2015 3:41 pm
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Imre was confused on what was going on in his brother’s head. He seemed all over the map in emotions and reactions, as well as very expressive. Had Emrys not been taught to hid them as Imre had? Imre had to avoid showing anything that might be able to be used against him. Like the embarrassment that Emrys was now exhibiting. It made Imre jealous, but not angry. It was not Emrys’s fault that he had gone with their dad and Imre had stayed with their mom. And Imre was glad it had been that way, because he wasn’t sure that Emrys would have been able survive the witch and her games.
“I’ll help you out,” Imre offered, “this time. But next time I’ll leave you hanging on the questions. I had asked what is new in your life? Basically tell me everything. And you have started to answer that.” Imre smiled lightly at Emrys and his babbling. “So, if you haven’t met other mares, you can’t know how you feel? I guess that sort of makes sense. Try thinking of it this way… do you think about her when she isn’t there and wish she was? DO you want to spend all your time with her? Do you feel sad when you have to separate? How about does she make your stomach all flutterly and cause you to…” Imre chuckled and danced around a little at his brother in an almost mocking way. “Blush when you talk about her? I think that you have a crush alright.” After a pause he added, “But that isn’t a bad thing. Crushes can be good. And if she is good for you I am happy.”
Imre was trying to not think about meeting the others, especially with new little ones possibly in the mix, but he knew that he would for Emrys. He would do almost anything for his brother, Imre realized. Doom would fall on any that hurt his brother, Imre would mare sure of that. “The exploring is to learn about myself as well.” Imre admitted. “Who I am without, well, a parent around.” It was something that Imre needed to figure out. Was he good or bad? Nice or evil? He didn’t really know because he had been sheltered in so many ways, and had no idea what to do to find out. That was what the adventures were for. Imre did know that he would never fling with someone like the witch, and didn’t understand how their dad had decided to do that. Though she could be sort of charming when she wanted to be. If you didn’t know her.
“I’ll have to stop by, definitely, though. See the little ones and all. I can be the cool uncle that brings them things.” Imre perked up a little thinking of that. He could have a place in this family, he didn’t have to be an outsider. “Tell me about Adelia.” Imre demanded. “Umm…. Please.” He added, remembering he needed to be at least sort of polite.
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Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2015 9:50 am
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Posted: Mon Feb 23, 2015 5:07 pm
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Imre was feeling a little sad as he listened to Emrys talk about Ambryn and then Adelia. This was what he had hoped the witch would become somehow. He had wished on stars and even begged the moon to change his mother into a good mother, but to no luck. This talk with Emrys was only illustrating to Imre how bad a mother Shaelyn had been and Imre was wondering if he should do something to make sure that she never had more children. But the only thing he could think of that would solve that problem was beyond what he was willing to do.
Pushing that thought aside quickly, Imre focused intently on Emrys. “Ambryn sounds wonderful and perfect for you” Imre paused briefly pawing at the ground trying to figure out how to say something without seeming cruel. He didn’t want to be cruel but Imre was feeling protective because what Emrys was saying meant that Ambryn could take advantage of Emrys easily. “… If she hurts you… you will let me know… okay?” He rushed on to say, “I don’t think that she will, but one has to be careful and, well, you aren’t the most careful ever. I only want the best for you and if it is Ambryn that is wonderful but if it isn’t then…” Imre trailed off not knowing how to finish. “Just be happy okay?”
Imre was not sure what to think of Adelia either. How do you judge a female anyway? Are they the same as males or did their femaleness mean that there was some intrinsic difference? This was a question that Imre planned to find the answer to, along with many others, on his travels. He hadn’t expected to be confronted with ones that mattered so soon though. “Adelia sounds like a good mare and good for father. But again, you will let me know if something goes wrong? I want to be there for you two if something were to happen. So, please don’t hide it from me.” Imre wasn’t aware at how much of his own insecurities about things were likely showing through what he was saying to Emrys. He was trying to be protective and strong, not vulnerable. “As for the son… would he like to hear some of your stories?” Imre didn’t want the colt to be left out. That would be horrible and jut because he kept to himself didn’t mean that he wanted to be alone, it could mean the colt was just shy.
“And for myself, I promise to stay safe and come through here every so often. I have to check up on you and everyone after all.” Imre smiled finally. The idea that he had a family that he had to check in with delighted him. Maybe he would never fit in completely but it seemed as though they would still accept him, at least Imre thought so from what Emrys was telling him. Laughing Imre said, “Who knows, maybe next time I’ll have someone with me.” That seemed so far fetched to Imre that it was something to laugh about but there was still the wish that it would happen.
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Posted: Sat Feb 28, 2015 2:27 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2015 2:45 pm
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It saddened him to hear that the young colt did not want the company of Emrys. That would be hard for Imre to bare if he had a sibling, even an adopted one, that did not want him around. It was in that moment that Imre realized how lucky he was to have Emrys as a brother. To have this happy go lucky brother who accepted him even after Imre had been away for so long. They may have grown up apart but they were still brothers and that made something inside of Imre lighten. Maybe the young ones would be like that for the colt.
Imre felt almost like he was going to break when Emrys told him in no uncertain terms that Imre was to be part of his life. This was more than he could have hoped for. Sure, at the beginning of their exchange he had seemed confident but it had been an act. However with every exchange that confidence in their relationship was beginning to grow into something that could be sustained.
Holding his head high and in a joking manner Imre replied, “she will be a princess that I will pamper and dote on.” Of course Imre wasn’t as sure of that as he sounded. He was more certain that he would never find love. That he was too skittish about females to trust enough to love one. But that was not something to bring up in this conversation. As much as he cared for Emrys, Imre did not truly trust him with his heart yet. But Imre prayed that he would be able to at some point.
Imre was at a loss for what else to say. It seemed too early in their time together to part ways but Imre was also getting antsy about being there. Surely if it continued Emrys would do something to hurt Imre. It was an unconscious thought, one that he didn’t even fully hear, but the reaction, the fear, was inside Imre instantly. He wanted to flee, but the idea that doing so would hurt his brother in some way made Imre stay. He shifted his weight a little in an uncomfortable way without really noticing that he was doing so. Looking away slightly Imre struggled to come up with something to talk about.
The topics before had exhausted what he had to say. Those had not really been pleasant for Imre either, but they had been revealing and in the end heart warming. “Well…” Imre began. “Have you traveled any? Any recommendations on where to go first?” This came out slowly as Imre fought with himself to stay and not lash out either. Emrys did not deserve Imre’s pain to be inflicted on him.
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2015 10:37 am
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