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Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2012 11:27 pm
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First Strike stumbled, just once, as she wandered aimless. First Strike never stumbled, she never wandered aimless. The face was still stone, impassive as always, the eyes perfectly reflective orbs that revealed nothing, but the emptiness without of that unwavering green stare today mirrored something of the emptiness within. The last few words of her darling girls replayed (First Strike never replayed conversations) in her head unending: I'm sorry, Mommy. I can't do it, Mommy. I'm sorry, Mommy. I'm sorry. She might always have guessed a day like this might come - the acid green against sleek black never did live up to the promise of its poison in the sac. But she had grown soft, wilfully put that thought out of mind - she had come to love her girls, and love is the bitterest poison of all. And now they were gone from her, her girls, or she was gone from them. What manner of creature were her nightshade and sundrop? What had they dreamt of that made them warmblooded so? Herself in the sac had dreamt of the show, the stillness, the strike. She had always known what she was - but her life had not shown it. She had not fooled what she was meant to fool, killed what she was meant to kill. She had been true to her nature, but nature, she considered, had not been true to her. What was she to do? Be content with a casual mate, with fumbling foals, children that did not strike like her? Do things the way a Kimeti did? She was not a Kimeti. If she were, tears might have tracked from her glassy eyes; they did not. Her pelt may be furred, but she had a chitinous heart. She was lost.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 8:53 pm
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As soon as the shadow began to slant across the ground, she paused midstep, instinct enveloping her grief - she had always beeen true to her nature. She did not look, not yet, but the long, raptorial blades deep within her had drawn together in anticipation, easily sensing the thin, high whine that pressed from the presence just beyond her periphery: the edge of a wing, prey; the edge of a sting, fight. Independent of the alien emotions she had struggled with so, the rasp of barbed limb against limb as they raised in holy supplication wallowed only in silken pleasure. Prey or fight; she slowly swiveled up her empty eyes.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 9:44 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 10:23 pm
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...It was a doe.
She had not expected a Kimeti.
She had expected a wasp.
She had expected a Giant Wasp: a lovely, jeweled, angry thing that would gnash and rake and sting but the mantis always strikes and prays and grasps the wasp between its legs and nibbles off its head.
The slow scrape of limb on limb had stopped, pressed together still, but uncertain. What was she to strike? It was not a wasp. But as she held that strange, gold eye unblinking with her blank, glass stare, the limbs inside vibrated with the surety, the increasing, undeniable surety, that it was.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 11:17 pm
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It was a wasp.
But not just any wasp. It was a Kimeti, but not just any Kimeti. The soldiers arrived, and then she knew for certain, her unmoving empty eye cataloguing the sight entire and coalescing it into that single pinpoint of black on brilliant gold on black. Catalogued, processed, relayed: the deadly limbs detangled, lowered, spread.
"I do not eat Queens," the voice, finally, asserted its presence - distinct from the body as always, but this time unusually solemn. She did not break the gaze, but inclined her head, just slightly.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 11:44 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 11:55 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 10, 2012 10:25 pm
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