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alright guys...I'm sure you've noticed my recent...absence on Gaia lately.
Well, I've been doing a lot of thinking... like serious thinking... about my future, my life now, what I'm gonna be doing, what I need to stay focused on, my goals...dreams. It's just that I realize that Gaia is distracting me from focusing on my own life right now. I mean last year I was so addicted to it that I didn't even realize it and as a result it put more strain on me because I had spent to much time on gaia and then stayed up REALLY late finishing homework. I literally got like 4 or 5 hours of sleep every night. It's not healthy, and I can't live like this anymore.
Sure I love everyone here, and I truely care about you guys. Srsly your like one of the only people I can actually be myself around. But it's really becoming a distraction for me. I need to stop this before I let it get in the way and consume my life. It's just not worth it.
Really I just can't take it anymore. Not only that but I''m lying to my parents about it. I can't even take the guilt of that anymore. I HATE lying. It makes me feel horrible.
I'm not really sure if that's all of why...but its all I can think about right now...
So I guess I'm saying is...in a way. I'm quiting Gaia. D:
Don't worry though, I'm not abandoning you guys completely. I'm to attached to. ><
I'll come and visit every once in a while, maybe organize a raid when I do.
Also if you wanna talk to me still Here is other sites that I'm at
Deviantart: InvaderPixi
YahooIM: PixilPixi@yahoo.com
email: I_love2paint@yahoo.com
XBOX LIVE ACCOUNT: PixilPixii
(srsly come and play. I LOVE HALO...I have reach and the 3rd one.)
My google mesenger is PixillPixi
....uhhh what else?
I have a meebo account... my meebo account is I_AM_A_NINJA
>:3 yes thats right, I am a ninja. >D
I'll add more to the contact list later when I can think straight. It's really late....errrr early I suppose since it';s like 1 or something.
Anyway... I'll see you guys later I suppose.
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