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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 8:36 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 8:48 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 9:45 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 9:53 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 10:14 pm
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・・・・・★ ─┼──────┼─ And when i think of the future, what lies ahead, and when i don't see myself where i want...
my first love, passion, and life will be the music and sound i live and breathe in and out each day, without it you might as well shoot me in the foot. and i'm not saying music is life, like most people do. i'm saying, sound is life. my heart is a music note that beats the sound of life.
my second love, is someone i still can't forget and it pains me to think we were friends but never want to forget the happy memories. he was my best friend, like a brother to me, and someone i loved. but it pained me to see him love someone else, that being my friend. in which she cheated on him a good number of times. and brought more drama into it when she started hating me and him being close. all of it was blown out of proportion and i thought i was doing them both a favor by leaving them alone, it all fell apart. she could say i loved him, this and that when if she really did she would have never gave her first time to a musician that has a girl friend. if she loved him she would stop telling me that if no one stopped her she'd keep doing it. she never loved him, just used him. and that pains me because not only did she use him she used me, and i don't have him anymore. lost him. he's across the country now. if i had his picture i'd post it, but out of distress he deleted me from myspace and i deleted everything that reminded me of him besides my memories. i regret it though.
oh well, one day i will find someone i am happy with, and i hope he does the same.
for now, my life is my top priority. girls who have someone special, treasure them you are lucky to have someone, and they are lucky to have you. be thankful, don't take it for granted. live in the moment.
...my heart drops down to my rib cage passed the locks and keys with it's wings chained up to the bars of my body. ─┼──────┼─ ★・・・・・
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 9:30 am
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DeeDarling ・・・・・★ ─┼──────┼─ And when i think of the future, what lies ahead, and when i don't see myself where i want...
my first love, passion, and life will be the music and sound i live and breathe in and out each day, without it you might as well shoot me in the foot. and i'm not saying music is life, like most people do. i'm saying, sound is life. my heart is a music note that beats the sound of life. my second love, is someone i still can't forget and it pains me to think we were friends but never want to forget the happy memories. he was my best friend, like a brother to me, and someone i loved. but it pained me to see him love someone else, that being my friend. in which she cheated on him a good number of times. and brought more drama into it when she started hating me and him being close. all of it was blown out of proportion and i thought i was doing them both a favor by leaving them alone, it all fell apart. she could say i loved him, this and that when if she really did she would have never gave her first time to a musician that has a girl friend. if she loved him she would stop telling me that if no one stopped her she'd keep doing it. she never loved him, just used him. and that pains me because not only did she use him she used me, and i don't have him anymore. lost him. he's across the country now. if i had his picture i'd post it, but out of distress he deleted me from myspace and i deleted everything that reminded me of him besides my memories. i regret it though. oh well, one day i will find someone i am happy with, and i hope he does the same. for now, my life is my top priority. girls who have someone special, treasure them you are lucky to have someone, and they are lucky to have you. be thankful, don't take it for granted. live in the moment. ...my heart drops down to my rib cage passed the locks and keys with it's wings chained up to the bars of my body. ─┼──────┼─ ★・・・・・
wow,what a flattering story .I really hope you find someone cool .You probably deserved someone better ,that's why your not together..and you never know a miracle could happen .he could come back to you ,if not .then I hope you find that someone.
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 9:35 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 9:41 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 9:42 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 10:29 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 10:41 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 11:28 am
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Devin is...one of a kind. He's a major sweetheart, not exactly tall, is a fan of mythology, a flirt, a goofball, always knows how to make me laugh, somewhat immature. He has short brown hair, brown eyes, and has the most gorgeous face. He's strong, he can lift me in his arms easily. He's two years older than I am, and we met at our neighborhood BBQ when I was ten-years-old. I don't remember it at all, thanks to my shitty memory, but he does. He said that he thought I was pretty even back then. We're neighbors. We dated back in October for a short amount of time, but we had to break up because his mom doesn't want him to date someone my age. We are going to get back together once school is out. I love him with all my heart, he is the best thing that ever happened to me, as cliche as that sounds. This is him, its a nine month old picture, but he doesn't look much different now. http://i1020.photobucket.com/albums/af327/OnlyOnTheInside/097.jpg
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 11:35 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 11:38 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 1:05 pm
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