I think I found the one
New life in my lungs
I'm guessing this is love
Pumping through my veins
Killing all my pain
You're the remedy to my heartbreak
Wouldn't have it any other way
Hope this never dies...
New life in my lungs
I'm guessing this is love
Pumping through my veins
Killing all my pain
You're the remedy to my heartbreak
Wouldn't have it any other way
Hope this never dies...
I'm going to start off with the some of the smaller stuff and work my way up.
1.) College is stressing me out this semester. I'm a sophomore and I think I piled on too much for me to do this semester. My mom tried to warn me that she thought I was taking on too much, but I didn't listen to her and now I think she was right. I almost had a nervous break down the other day because I'm so stressed out with everything right now. Pray that I make it through until Christmas Break. Once I get that far, this semester will be finally over.
2.) I've been dealing with emotional pain for the past sixish months. My ex broke up with me due to traumatic events in his life. As a result, I became very bitter and wrote him a letter telling him exactly how I feel. Well, he finally responded with a lot of explanations and I'm sorry's (there's a lot more to the whole situation, but I don't feel like explaining for the moment). Well, I thought that I would be able to finally move on and get on with things, but he has an account here on Gaia and I kept going to his journal to read his journal entries and, for whatever reason, they just made me angry. It was almost like a deep seated hatred welling up inside me every time I read them. I've been struggling with forgiveness for a while and this isn't helping. So, last night I stopped by his journal and found a journal entry that said how happy he was to be with his new girlfriend, etc. He claimed that our relationship had been abusive and a number of other things that hurt me down to the very core of my being. I ended up talking with him about it and it sounded like we were on good terms. He still wants to be friends, but I'm confused about how we can still be friends if I apparently abused him and hurt him so much... I dunno, the whole situation just confuses me over all and hurts so much worse now than it did before. I don't really know what to pray for this... I just wish that all of this could go away.
3.) My mom has been struggling with being sick a lot lately. She has a condition that makes her body hurt all the time, and she is also allergic to the medication that is supposed to help with the condition. She's allergic to a lot of things, actually. Just pray that she can find something that will help her and not make her as sick as some of the other things that she's taken.
4.) My grandfather is in hospice right now. He keeps getting blood clots in his legs and there is nothing they can do to stop them because blood thinners make him bleed internally and they can't do surgery on him because there are too many to remove. Just pray that his passing is peaceful and that he finds Christ, if he hasn't all ready.
1.) College is stressing me out this semester. I'm a sophomore and I think I piled on too much for me to do this semester. My mom tried to warn me that she thought I was taking on too much, but I didn't listen to her and now I think she was right. I almost had a nervous break down the other day because I'm so stressed out with everything right now. Pray that I make it through until Christmas Break. Once I get that far, this semester will be finally over.
2.) I've been dealing with emotional pain for the past sixish months. My ex broke up with me due to traumatic events in his life. As a result, I became very bitter and wrote him a letter telling him exactly how I feel. Well, he finally responded with a lot of explanations and I'm sorry's (there's a lot more to the whole situation, but I don't feel like explaining for the moment). Well, I thought that I would be able to finally move on and get on with things, but he has an account here on Gaia and I kept going to his journal to read his journal entries and, for whatever reason, they just made me angry. It was almost like a deep seated hatred welling up inside me every time I read them. I've been struggling with forgiveness for a while and this isn't helping. So, last night I stopped by his journal and found a journal entry that said how happy he was to be with his new girlfriend, etc. He claimed that our relationship had been abusive and a number of other things that hurt me down to the very core of my being. I ended up talking with him about it and it sounded like we were on good terms. He still wants to be friends, but I'm confused about how we can still be friends if I apparently abused him and hurt him so much... I dunno, the whole situation just confuses me over all and hurts so much worse now than it did before. I don't really know what to pray for this... I just wish that all of this could go away.
3.) My mom has been struggling with being sick a lot lately. She has a condition that makes her body hurt all the time, and she is also allergic to the medication that is supposed to help with the condition. She's allergic to a lot of things, actually. Just pray that she can find something that will help her and not make her as sick as some of the other things that she's taken.
4.) My grandfather is in hospice right now. He keeps getting blood clots in his legs and there is nothing they can do to stop them because blood thinners make him bleed internally and they can't do surgery on him because there are too many to remove. Just pray that his passing is peaceful and that he finds Christ, if he hasn't all ready.
I feel a little strange
You go straight to my brain
Drivin' me oh so crazy
Between the sound and lights
You got me hypnotized
And if there never comes a sunrise
Well, that'd be just fine
This will never die...
You go straight to my brain
Drivin' me oh so crazy
Between the sound and lights
You got me hypnotized
And if there never comes a sunrise
Well, that'd be just fine
This will never die...
