Confessions are Hard. *edited*

[die kleine Fee]

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I have a problem, you guys... but I´m seriously too scared.

I want to come out with it... but I´m so afraid of it.

Well, I´m not afraid of IT but of what it could do to me.

I´m at the point of not being able to deny it any more.. after a certain violent episode this evening, I felt the really strong need to confess myself, but only to select people: aka you guys.. because I feel like I can be open about it here and seek support.

I´m bulimic.

p.s. I´m going to bed. x_x  

[Ayniu]

Whatever it is, we won't judge you because of it. surprised
*patpat* It helps to talk.

 

[die kleine Fee]

I really just need to get up the courage and have out with it.. at least on here.. I think that would make me feel better about it.. but I´m scared. gonk  

[TonyTokyo]

It's fine. Look, I'll go take off all my avatar's clothes to help you feel less embarresed and all. Seriously.  

[die kleine Fee]

Lol, that just makes me giggle. xD

@ mellee: I´m just scared because I´ve told people about it before and they were really nasty about it. x_x  

[TonyTokyo]

Gurl, I gotcha back. I promise anyone who flames in any way is [voice=mortal combat announcer]going down[/voice]

Seriously, just let it out. It's only us, and we can all press ignore on anyone who tries to be a b***h. 3nodding  

[die kleine Fee]

*waits until boyfriend leaves the room* >>;;  

[TonyTokyo]

You know what, don't worry, we're all going to be here for you and help you out. Okay?

Now, what exactly lead you to believe this? Are you trying to make yourself...uh...toss your cookies? Now I'm no expert, but I know I'm overweight. But that's fine. I have fun either way, you know?  

[die kleine Fee]

*noodles*

I really have no idea what led to it.. a lot of people have stories like it was the only thing in their lives that they could control or because they wanted to be like a model.. but I really have nothing like that.. it just started happening. It´s been an off-again on-again thing since I was about 12 years old.. I just started feeling really guilty after eating certain amounts of food and well.. the rest is history. x_x  

[TonyTokyo]

First off, how old are you? sweatdrop a lot of my questions/answers will be based on this. I'm only 13 myself.  

[die kleine Fee]

I´m 21. *hag* cool

I´m going to go to bed now, though.. I have to get up early tomorrow. x_x I do feel better letting it out in the open, though..  

[Decayed Perfection]

Awe, I'm sorry you feel that way.
I'm still young myself so I don't really know what to say. D:

But, we will always be here for you! [:

 

[TonyTokyo]

*Not a hag* cool

All right. Well, first off, I suggest a different diet than whatever one you have. No, I'm not talking you become a vegatarian or anything of the sort. I'm just saying you might want to get some meat, whole bread, and anything else. I suggest the Atkin's diet, which I've been on for a week to get ready for the Megacon.

- Eat when you're hungry.

Until you fall into a normal routine of three meals a day, just eat a semi-large meal until you're full, and then wait for yourself to be hungry again. Slowly changing when and how much you eat, I think, is the best course.


- Food is for our survival

It's not a comforting pat on the shoulder, as you know; binges aren't worth it. It might feel good the first thirty seconds, but you'll feel terrible afterwards. Try to throw yourself deeply enough into a hobby and eat only when you are hungry.

((I'm sorry, I'm sort of pretending I know more than I do. pirate ))  

[lady_lantir]

fee ,hunny
it's not a problem
you are who you are
and you are a very nice person :]
you really are
we all love you at anyway =D