Well first off my grandmama for some reason has hated me for a long time. She always finds some reason for it no matter how petty it is. I have gotten too old for her to hit me, but it still seems that she does the same by lashing out any chance she can, and blaming me for things I have no control of. My father is currently trying to move her out but none of the assisted living places will take her. I am not saying I am a perfect Angel because no matter how patient I try to be I still end up yelling at her every so often. After years of this it gets very tiring though, and my father ignores every time she says something to me but the minute I say something back he yells at me telling me how wrong it was. It seems like I am the most evil child on Earth. I just hope that she either gets better or someone finally takes her in. I pray for a solution but things seem to get worse everyday.
On a smaller note me and a guy I fancy myself in love with have been trying to set up a gaian wedding but everything seems to keep falling apart. Ijust hope my prayers are answered and maybe with patience it will all turn out. I am just thinking that maybe one person is not enough sometimes.
*~Let the Fire Fall ~* A Christian Guild
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