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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 9:50 pm
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[OOC: This RP takes place very close to the Swampielands in the aftermath of the fire that moved through; it happens before the rescue of displaced pride members]
Asami gingerly reached out a paw, setting it on the form of a log. It slipped off and she tumulted forwards. Claws outstretched, she scrambled for purchase before smacking her chin on the log.
It smeared her red face black with ash before she rolled over the side and back into the muddy water. For a moment, she lay there, breathing heavily, her ears swiveling about.
The world around her was bright. The sun, more intense than she had ever seen it, easily reached her position through the fire-scoured trees. Everything around her was peppered in black and white and it smelled. Smelled of something pungent and something that stang. Her ears throbbed, but not as much as her small head.
The small juvenille straightened herself and peered over the log she'd just thrown herself over.
The outside world was as empty as her gut.
"Mom?" she tried. She quieted, eyes squinting into the desolate everything. "Mom!" she shrieked louder, far more panicked now. An echo answered her. Asami rested her chin on the log and waited.
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 10:13 pm
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Kindoro was not black and white in her convictions. She was black, white, and red. Blood was on her paws, stale now and darker than when she'd spilled it -- oh, she hadn't meant it. She wasn't crazy, honest. And she wasn't mean either. She just couldn't take it when that leopard asked, well, what if her mother didn't want her back?
She's looking for me. I know she is.
Well, what if she's not?
It wasn't her fault. Her mother gave her everything. Her brothers had been her servants, and the one that dared to retaliate smacked so hard he fell down and never got up again. Kindoro was told she was precious, and loved, and she was always told the truth when she asked.
Where's my father?
I killed him. Why?
So when she asked if Hari planned to ever hurt her like one brother, or leave her like another, and she only laughed -- how was Kindoro to know? If the answer was yes, she would have said so, wouldn't she?
All that, all that, and she just left. Just smiled and told Kindoro she'd done well.
Good luck, sweetie.
The destruction was... unexpected to encounter, but not unexpected in the comfort it brought her. Misery loved company, usually; hers liked to throw parties for all of its miserable buddies. It was befriending every roasted tree, every burnt patch of earth she walked on.
"Mom!"
Kindoro could hear herself in it and she quickly made friends with that sad, lost little voice. She'd made a habit of counting her steps at one point.
One...
Two...
She'd also made a habit of losing count. It was somewhere around thirty to get from where she was to the sorry little cub -- bigger than a cub? -- all tuckered out with her head on the log.
Kindoro didn't look too scary anymore. The mistake she'd made early looked like the fur on her paws. (Could it be a God had made them red like this for a reason?) She sat down. "What are you doing?"
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 10:26 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 10:35 pm
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Brothers aside, Kindoro had spent no time with those her age until she was an adult. Literally, not one moment. She was kept away from the world, taught to see everything as us vs. them and never to be afraid that "us" was two lionesses and some slaves. Hari had told her there was no shame in dying, don't be afraid.
No shame to you, leopard. Don't be afraid.
"Don't be afraid," she told the juvenile. Kindoro was a hulk of a lioness; part Firekin with God blood from her mother. She sounded small, though, and young. Her body grew well, but not everything had. "Are you lost?"
She mirrored the gesture, tilting her head.
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 10:42 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 10:52 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 11:00 pm
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"Oh." The juvenille seemed to take the correction as fact, instantly. There was no reason to lie about death, to Asami. It was a dangerous thing to lie about.
"I didn't want to be a ghost," she explained. If no one knew she was dead, they might not hold a proper burial for her. Then, she would be cursed to walk all alone until someone remembered. The exiled were ghosts, now. Perhaps they'd been angry, and had changed things.
Or perhaps it was the spirits.
--Your mother left you?--
The question caught Asami off guard. She raised her head, ears forwards. No matter how many times her eyes scanned over the surrounding area, however, she could not find her mother.
There was only one plausible explanation. "Yes." But she felt guilty about answering the question. It worked its way down her whole body and she began to squirm with the discomfort. "But it's not her fault." The juvenile had begun to chew on her tongue again. She made contact with black eyes and then dropped her gaze.
"I left her first."
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 11:08 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 11:19 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 11:35 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 11:43 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 04, 2012 11:55 pm
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No one had ever taught her to make decisions, and the ones forced on her were difficult. The very first had been to stay put until her mother returned or to go and look for her. This reflection of herself should know better than to ask her to stay -- and that had been the second choice she'd made, matter of fact. A stranger had found her and Kindoro had to choose to request that they to linger there or to say nothing. She chose the latter, so certain there was no need for company when mother was on her way back any minute now.
It felt wrong to stay, but it felt wrong to leave.
Kindoro knew her mother would come back. There was no point.
But she'd been lonely, and if that lion had stayed, she would have waited longer. Not run off like she did, where mother wouldn't find her when she got there because she'd disobeyed an unspoken order.
Kindoro nodded and stretched onto the dirt that might have been ash.
Yes, she'd stay. Until the sound of strangers came, then quietly, she would go. And later, when she learned what a ghost was, she would assume she had met one.
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