I can't belive my life is moving so fast

[Mysterious Painter]

I took the time to just sit and think for a while about my life and I came to realization that everything in my life is moving so quickly if feels wheen I start a new year at highschool I feel like it's over I can't remeber stuff from 1st grade and I don't understand why I'm friends with someone the pepole I am friends with. But then the shock hit me and I realized I'm so alone no one no matter how hard can get into my heart and I felt so alone for a long time and I always think I don't belong in life and I've been wondering How could my life be moving so fast?

my question for you
Have you ever thought deeply about if your life is so twisted in a knot that you don't understand how it got that way.?  

[Serrenedy]

Nope, a long time ago I decided that there were only a few things to remember. The people I hate, so I can get revenge. And the good things that have happened as the bad times will have made me sad. Anything or anyone else worth remembering should still be with me, having never been forgotten.  

[TaoShaman]

Yeah, especially since I'm going to college. I've never had a friend last longer than 3-4 years since I've always moved every 3-4 years since my mom's in the military. I can't help wondering how long until the people I know now forget about me.

I recently went back to somewhere I used to live since I'm going to college there and my mom's moving back after she retires. I went to my old house and everything in the neighborhood is the same,but different. New buildings, the trees are bigger and my old friend that was my neighbor is gone. Her house got forclosed and their furniture is still there. I still remember when they painted the walls and everything. It seems like everything from my past just leaves me before I know what happened.  

[darbear94]

ys i have but i try to push it out and focous on other people and making them happy and saying ******** my life others are more important a lot more important  

[lgtenos]

Life definitely seems to go faster after sophomore year, when the hormones and realization of taxes start to take an emotional toll.