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This was it

Its over now i know it.
An other change lost cause i've blown it.
I messed it up again.
Lost another friend.
An other lover down the drain.
I'm driving myself insane.
I just want you to hold me.
But i feel oncontrolably.
You drive me mad, I'm craving your touch.
Your fingers around my neck, its all just to much.
Never lost control that badly.
It scars me I feel such envy.
Jalousy takes over, I want you for me alone.
I want to drive you mad until I hear you moan.
Got to have you, have to break you apart.
Just to be sure I alone can forever hold your heart.
What you did to me is unspeakable, thats why I cant explain.
How mad you drive me, its just insane.
A lust takes over I never knew was there.
I need you to love me back, I want you to dare.
Your past has locked you, so has mine.
Thankfully you broke my lock in time.
Let me return the favor for you.
Its something I would gladly do.
But you keep pushing me away.
Its weird how everytime I still want to stay.
But I have to give up now, this is taking its toll on me.
I just dont have that much spare energy.
I’m saying goodbye with eyes filled with tears.
My heart is bleeding, I have to face my fears.
An other goodbye I dont want to feel.
Once again I feel far from real.