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Posted: Sun Nov 27, 2005 9:49 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 12:56 pm
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Wednesday, November 30th, 2005 12:58pm
edna st. vincent millay Branch by branch This tree has died. Green only Is one last bough, moving its leaves in the sun. What evil ate its root, what blight, What ugly thing, Let the mole say, the bird sing; Or the white worm behind the shedding bark Tick in the dark. You and I have only one thing to do: Saw the trunk through. i woke this morning .. drank fresh, green tea out of my favorite blue mug .. wrote for a time in my private journal .. i've filled it entirely over these last days .. trying to make sense of the things that have happened in the past few weeks .. trying to make sense of the terrifying things i have seen .. today i wrote the last words on the last page .. the end .. or rather the clearing of space for somthing new to begin ..
i've cleaned out my knapsack .. i've been carrying around a few things for some friends of mine .. a gas mask and some vials .. (an antidote of some sort i think) .. other things to keep me safe should danger arise .. i've placed these away in a chest at the foot of my bed .. i will not need them for what comes next ..
my bed is made .. my laundry done .. my desk is the image of elfly order .. everything is folded or stacked or put away.
... i had another dream last night .. my vision is so clear now .. i apologize .. i do not have time to write it down here .. i have an important appointment which i cannot miss ..
(don't worry .. the truth of my dream will be obvious to everyone soon enough)
.. only 4 minutes now .. then i will need to go .. there will have been yet another set of strange sounds.. this time from the direction of the j-level dining commons .. i'm sure my curiosity will get the best of me and i will go to investigate it .. is it some malfunctioning machinery? .. is it elftech 247 planning a surprise party for mrs. claus? .. who knows ..
but i will not reach j-level .. i will find Mr Claus along the way ..
... how i miss him .. how glad i will be to see his face this one last time .. despite what has happened .. what will happen .. ...
i know in his true heart he loves us all.
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 12:57 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 12:59 pm
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