My dear brother, please do not burry yourself in worries about this. Keep living life for god and no matter what satan does to you, remember, god always will unconditionaly love you and light ALWAYS triumps over darkness. Have faith in the lord and you will triumph over any darkness that comes your way.
I will pray for you my brother and if you need to talk about it, I'm here for you! I've had many.... expierences with things like this........ so if you need help with somthing, you can talk to me, and I'll try to help you. I know that sounds weird, but I know what its like to be in your place. You're not alone!