Strange things have been happening to me lately, and I'm a bit frightened of them. I'd like to keep this short though, even though it will be difficult for me to summarize everything in a few paragraphs.
On October 31st, 2006, I saw a demon on my ceiling as I was watching the patterns form (what I usually did to try and sleep). I accepted Christ a few days (weeks?) later and as I was accepting Christ, I stared into the lamp by my bed and almost blinded myself, which is causing my many visual problems of seeing unhuman figures on the wall and seeing images of creatures and things. What's worst is that I've been having dreams and visions that have scared me.
My first vision, I believe, was when I was trying to sleep in my room and I closed my eyes and saw a girl with long black hair and an almost dead expression. And when I slept, I would often suddenly wake back up again, as if someone had just slapped me because I would lose my breath. I sleep downstairs now and it's helping a lot, but I still hear things.
Recently, I found out that I might have Morgellon's disease. I already know that I have social anxiety disorder and I was telling myself that I might be schizophrenic, but my mother told me that I wasn't.
I feel awkward that this happened to me right after I accepted Christ, and I read the scripture that the more you suffer, the weaker you become and the stronger Christ's power can work in you, and you get more perseverance, but this is a little difficult. Ever since I prayed, and my mother and father prayed, and brother prayed, I've gotten much better, but it's still happening, and the Morgellon's disease still haunts me.
I don't know what to do anymore, but Christ has helped me through it so far.
On October 31st, 2006, I saw a demon on my ceiling as I was watching the patterns form (what I usually did to try and sleep). I accepted Christ a few days (weeks?) later and as I was accepting Christ, I stared into the lamp by my bed and almost blinded myself, which is causing my many visual problems of seeing unhuman figures on the wall and seeing images of creatures and things. What's worst is that I've been having dreams and visions that have scared me.
My first vision, I believe, was when I was trying to sleep in my room and I closed my eyes and saw a girl with long black hair and an almost dead expression. And when I slept, I would often suddenly wake back up again, as if someone had just slapped me because I would lose my breath. I sleep downstairs now and it's helping a lot, but I still hear things.
Recently, I found out that I might have Morgellon's disease. I already know that I have social anxiety disorder and I was telling myself that I might be schizophrenic, but my mother told me that I wasn't.
I feel awkward that this happened to me right after I accepted Christ, and I read the scripture that the more you suffer, the weaker you become and the stronger Christ's power can work in you, and you get more perseverance, but this is a little difficult. Ever since I prayed, and my mother and father prayed, and brother prayed, I've gotten much better, but it's still happening, and the Morgellon's disease still haunts me.
I don't know what to do anymore, but Christ has helped me through it so far.
