am i a bad person :O

[MadPad]

The_one_kid_down_in_cali

school peers and family

Hm, would you mind to explain your situation a little more to us?
Are your school peers and family generally against homosexual relationships? Or do they just don't like the fact that you'd generally like to be in a relationship with someone?  

[Toxic Masochism]

MadPad

The_one_kid_down_in_cali

school peers and family

Hm, would you mind to explain your situation a little more to us?
Are your school peers and family generally against homosexual relationships? Or do they just don't like the fact that you'd generally like to be in a relationship with someone?

more both if anything  

[MadPad]

The_one_kid_down_in_cali

more both if anything

So they are aware of your sexuality? If yes, since when?
And they don't act violent towards you, or do they?  

[Toxic Masochism]

MadPad

The_one_kid_down_in_cali

more both if anything

So they are aware of your sexuality? If yes, since when?
And they don't act violent towards you, or do they?

yes since 7th grade and not always only when its one of those days.  

[MadPad]

The_one_kid_down_in_cali

yes since 7th grade and not always only when its one of those days.

I assume you must be in... 9th grade? (took a look at your profile, says you're 15). Fellow students can act very immature at this age, especially because their amplified need to "act like grown-ups" kicks in (at least that's what I experienced). I also assume that you are open about your sexuality, else people wouldn't know about it.
First, don't let people make you believe that your desire for a same-sex partner is wrong. There are a lot of arguments that work against theirs, if it comes to a discussion (I won't list them here, there are other threads here containing those).
Second, don't try to be "all-in-your-face" about your sexuality. Especially at your young age it can be dangerous if the wrong kind of people know. I'd recommend telling people you feel comfortable with and who'll most likely accept you as their friend even if they know about your sexuality.

Do you know anyone of your age who might be in a similar situation as yours?  

[Toxic Masochism]

MadPad

The_one_kid_down_in_cali

yes since 7th grade and not always only when its one of those days.

I assume you must be in... 9th grade? (took a look at your profile, says you're 15). Fellow students can act very immature at this age, especially because their amplified need to "act like grown-ups" kicks in (at least that's what I experienced). I also assume that you are open about your sexuality, else people wouldn't know about it.
First, don't let people make you believe that your desire for a same-sex partner is wrong. There are a lot of arguments that work against theirs, if it comes to a discussion (I won't list them here, there are other threads here containing those).
Second, don't try to be "all-in-your-face" about your sexuality. Especially at your young age it can be dangerous if the wrong kind of people know. I'd recommend telling people you feel comfortable with and who'll most likely accept you as their friend even if they know about your sexuality.

Do you know anyone of your age who might be in a similar situation to yours?

stalker ehh, wink , but no its not like that what happened was i told my supposed best friend and she told most of my school so it has been carried on i really dont value someones opinion if they think being gay is wrong, but on the other hand it is very hard to deal with others contradictions. especially your family's  

[MadPad]

The_one_kid_down_in_cali

stalker ehh, wink , but no its not like that what happened was i told my supposed best friend and she told most of my school so it has been carried on i really dont value someones opinion if they think being gay is wrong, but on the other hand it is very hard to deal with others contradictions. especially your family's

I wouldn't consider looking up information that is open to everyone as stalking. surprised
I see... Well, hang in there! It might not get easier, especially since everyone must know for quite a long time now... Your family will have to live with the fact that you desire a homosexual relationship and it does not make you a bad person.
I'd say go get yourself a hunk! emotion_awesome  

[Toxic Masochism]

MadPad

The_one_kid_down_in_cali

stalker ehh, wink , but no its not like that what happened was i told my supposed best friend and she told most of my school so it has been carried on i really dont value someones opinion if they think being gay is wrong, but on the other hand it is very hard to deal with others contradictions. especially your family's

I wouldn't consider looking up information that is open to everyone as stalking. surprised
I see... Well, hang in there! It might not get easier, especially since everyone must know for quite a long time now... Your family will have to live with the fact that you desire a homosexual relationship and it does not make you a bad person.
I'd say go get yourself a hunk! emotion_awesome

woot go gays!! lol but my town is full of straight guys but they are hunks .... of junk  

[XrosHeartless]

In today's society... maybe. But there's a reason I don't date anymore.  

[Chris ex Machina]

There is absolutely nothing wrong with wanting someone to love. Who ever tells you otherwise obviously has unfair prejudices.