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Posted: Mon Feb 11, 2013 6:13 am
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'Are you still feeling cold?' Vatsa asked, concerned, for he though he saw some shivering, though he wasn't sure. It could have been movement he was mistaking it for, or that she was unwilling to show how cold she was.
He moved over to her, and said; 'If you are, you should huddle against me, we can share body heat, and you should feel yourself again soon. I promise I shall be a gentleman.'
He gave a little laugh at that. 'Well thank you. And you don't need to flirt, even now, your natural energy and beauty shine through. I don't see mud and wet, I see light and life.'
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Posted: Mon Mar 04, 2013 6:54 am
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Posted: Mon Mar 04, 2013 8:39 am
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Tirla nods, "I will probably end up having to do that. The air in the cave is close and humid. I've watched birds, to see how they handle such things, and they preen their feathers with their beaks to dry them. It's quicker than butterflies, but having no beak . . ." She sighs.
Taking in a deep breath to calm herself, Tirla also picks up the musk of the stallion. Warm and close and male. Her eyes half close in appreciation for a moment. Realizing her body is reacting to this male in ways she doesn't normally allow for herself, absolutely not willing to just fling with a male and not have a father in her foal's lives, Tirla shakes her head slightly.
She spends a few moments of internal debate with the thought of moving away from him, but knows she needs the warmth and stays. "Vatsa, tell me about yourself. You . . . Well, that was blunt. I . . . I'm sorry. You smell very good and you seem noble and generous and strong and . . . I'm getting a bit light headed over it all. And that was just a bit blunt too. I . . . I'm out of my element and it's messing with my head. I . . . I think you're very nice but I'm not . . . I don't want a fling, a . . . I just . . . I'm bumbling this."
Tirla takes another deep breath and closes her eyes fully so she isn't distracted from her thoughts as she speaks. "I know so very little about you. You seem wonderful and smell amazing. I would love to get to know you more. I don't flirt usually because . . . well, frankly because it terrifies me. I don't know what to do after that. Normally I leave before . . . before I have to worry about a broken heart and a round belly."
She shakes her head again. "I guess what I'm trying to say is . . . I think I like you enough to . . . to want to know more? I don't know if I'm making any sense."
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Posted: Wed Mar 06, 2013 12:03 pm
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'Grooming them with mouth and teeth doesn't have the same effect then?' Vatsa asked. He had no real knowledge of wings; his father and sister had them, but they were flutters, so the structure was completely different.
His eyes had closed for a little while, and he opened them with not a small amount of surprise, listening quietly and hearing her out until she had fallen fully silent again, thinking and forming his words carefully when he replied so there could be no misinterpretation of his meaning.
'Although I am free with my compliments, I always say exactly and honestly what I mean. Nothing I said was to appease you because you felt bedraggled, as you have inner as well as outer beauty, and I wanted you to know that I saw that.' he said and then added;
'Though I appreciate and understand why you would be reticent to act or say that you feel a physical attraction.' he paused for a moment.
'I admit to having qualms. I would like to get to know you, and am eager to do so, but I too fear repeating history. I would not want to form an affection only to lose it again.'
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Posted: Mon Mar 18, 2013 10:54 pm
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Tirla sighs. Following his example, she also takes a moment to think before speaking.
"That's the problem. I don't know who I am when I'm not flying. I . . . up there, I can just be. It's wonderful and quiet and liberating and exciting . . . On the ground, it's like there's a weight, a pressure to know and understand. And I don't."
"There is no quiet, my mind pressing on me to say something to be someone to do anything that would still the vibrations of the world harsh on my skin. I don't talk to . . . anyone much. Because I don't understand how."
"I'm lost down here. I sometime wonder, wanting to be close to others, to have a herd. But . . . the world is so loud and I don't know what to do with it. The silence of the sky is easy. . ."
Another sigh as Tirla leans into him. "You make it seem easy. The talking and the being. Maybe one day I'll learn that. . . but . . . it scares me. Because, I'm not sure I am anyone, maybe I'm just living wind aching to fly.
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Posted: Sat Apr 06, 2013 7:11 am
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