remember the guy i told you all that i was head over heels for? the one who's ten years older than me... name is Sean
i just came from his party at the hotel...
we were all in formal attire and for the first time he said that i looked like a lady not a child...
well anyways,, we were all gonna give a speech to him and i was giving mine after his parents...
i was waiting for his father to finish his speech so i let my eyes wander around for a while then i heard his father say something about Sean leaving... he's going to migrate in scotland gonk !!! and his father added that Sean has been planning for months when he never told me!!! he'll be leaving the day after tomorrow!!!!!!! cry
i was frozen solid on my seat and tears began filling up my eyes and i just couldn't move...
then they called me to do my speech but when i went up stage,, i just cried infront of people there for loads of minutes then i shouted "ANG TANGA MO ('you're an idiot' in filipino)" or something like that then ran away...
he didn't even come after me!!!
worst thing is that i had to take the bus home coz i went there in Sean's car... my make up was all ruined and people kept on staring at me!!!
this is the darnest day ever!!!
someone!!! please!!! comfort me!!! cry