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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2016 8:02 pm
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Posted: Sun Mar 27, 2016 6:10 pm
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"Calder and Zar were less than gracious." Siddie huffed, shaking her head a little. "I'm sure they'll calm down, but it was trying." She sighed. "I've accepted a commission from Barth for clothing for them, as repayment for the favor he did for me in helping secure my parents' support for so long."
She cuddled up against Sammy, wrapping her arms around her ghoulfriend and resting her head against the zombie's shoulder. Clove climbed up to perch itself on Siddie's shoulders, under her hair and out of the way for the time being. "I didn't see any real alternative," she said. "Well. I suppose I could have been politer, but I was tired of not saying what I meant, for once. I can pick up more alteration work, apply to contests and shops. We'll, we'll figure it out, won't we?" Her voice ended on a wavery note, not quite as certain as she'd sounded at first.
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2016 6:58 pm
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"I don't want them to be cross with me ... they're friends. I mean, I think so, anyway," Siddie said anxiously. "Oh dear. Well, I'll be making things for them, I'm sure I can smooth things over in time ... " The comment about the sock made her giggle weakly. "I don't knit, though. I hope I don't have to learn too suddenly."
"I'll find something. I can, I can trap for seeds in the scarefari if all else fails, right?" She shook her head a little. "I'm getting better, I'll find something, and with both of us working we'll manage." She took a breath. Then she burst suddenly into tears, surprising even herself.
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Posted: Thu Apr 14, 2016 6:55 pm
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Siddie let herself be guided, curling up across Sammy's lap and tucking herself close. Between sobs she choked out, "I don't, I don't know -- " She swallowed. "I don't even like my family, I just, it's just." Tears trailed down her shadowy cheeks. "I don't know."
Her stomach clenched. She had no real idea why she was crying, what she'd lost wasn't even something she wanted, but she still felt the loss. She'd been away from her family, practically estranged already, and this was just the last step in the process, the final nail in the coffin. It was still painful, somehow, still a sharp ache in her inky heart.
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Posted: Tue Apr 19, 2016 11:22 am
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Siddie clung to Sammy, and the tears lasted for a while. Finally the storm passed, and she uncurled a bit, lifting her head and taking a few gulping breaths and fumbling for her handkerchief to wipe her face again. "I'm, I'm sorry," she mumbled, and leaned limply against Sammy, exhausted by the emotions that had snatched her up and shaken her and wrung her out. "Thank you."
She wasn't on her own. She had Sammy, and her friends and her pets, and the school; she was nearly ready for graduation, and she was of legal age. Her parents couldn't keep her from completing her year, and she had learned so much here. She wasn't helpless and unsupported, and she even had some plans in place to go on with. She breathed deeply and dabbed her handkerchief at her cheeks. She could do this.
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2016 7:56 pm
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"We'll be okay," Siddie agreed, and heaved a deep sigh, almost involuntarily. "Is this what being an adult is like? Managing all of that on our own? It's no fun," she complained, adopting a not-quite-whining tone, trying to joke about it to keep her spirits up.
She coaxed Clove down from her shoulder into her lap and sat cuddled against Sammy, leaning comfortably on her. "I'll finish that contest thing I was working on," she said, and paused. "You know, that's why this even happened now."
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