I go by the title of straight as it's just the simplest thing, but, I'm not currently positive if I really am straight..it's complicated in that I like the opposite gender(men) and don't mind/love their genitalia, but, I'm also attracted to females, and could see myself in love with/in a relationship with one (and have been in a relationship with one if only but for a week..my parents forced me to break up with her and be straight but I continued to love her as her best friend whilst she was unknowing [we were best-friends before we went out [[rivals from 4th through 6th grade and then best friends starting in 6th grade ]] and now..well, we grew up and life has taken us down different paths what with college, growing apart, and all that])
[That was in 8th grade when we were in a relationship and my parents made me break up with her]
The only problem is that thinking about doing anything with the same gendered genetalia really makes my stomach churn. I may, but only if I really loved her, and maybe strap on so I don't have to touch anything..the thing is, if I'm in love with someone, I want to please them in all ways possible, and I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to do that with a female.
I don't know what this would be considered: pansexual, bisexual, heterocurious, just really weird, or should I stick with "straight" as my title?
I just don't want to miss out on the opportunity of meeting my twin flame/one true love/person who completes me and what if that happens to be a female? I want to be open-minded, but at the same time, I'm trying not to puke from the thought of future sexual acts.
Please don't be offended about my feelings on same gendered genetalia, these are just my own feelings about myself.
[That was in 8th grade when we were in a relationship and my parents made me break up with her]
The only problem is that thinking about doing anything with the same gendered genetalia really makes my stomach churn. I may, but only if I really loved her, and maybe strap on so I don't have to touch anything..the thing is, if I'm in love with someone, I want to please them in all ways possible, and I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to do that with a female.
I don't know what this would be considered: pansexual, bisexual, heterocurious, just really weird, or should I stick with "straight" as my title?
I just don't want to miss out on the opportunity of meeting my twin flame/one true love/person who completes me and what if that happens to be a female? I want to be open-minded, but at the same time, I'm trying not to puke from the thought of future sexual acts.
Please don't be offended about my feelings on same gendered genetalia, these are just my own feelings about myself.