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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 9:25 pm
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Umm ok before i start off, I really had no idea where else to put this and kinda wondered if i should even say anything but what the hell here goes nothing. Something to note, i write this here really because....well i need to just say it somewhere...an hopefully to someone who would listen
I've only recently come to terms with being Bi, still coming to terms with liking myself. I tried talking to parents about it....didnt get anywhere near the support or talk i'd hoped for. More so the whole, "You got turned down a lot(i'll be 20 in a few days and never been in a relationship)/ your just acting out/ you have some social things that havnt developed etc" So i ended the talks with silence, saying whatever and trying to drop it. Turned to friends and well, they said cool this changes nothing, but i really dont feel i can bring it up around them. So time went on, i kept my feelings to myself and stuff was normal for a while.
Well today it came up again, and this time i couldnt physicaly walk away from it(had knee surgery, couldnt get off the couch). Basically had to sit and listen to my mom telling me it wasnt me, she knew it, dont i want to keep the family line going, im just trying to be weird, im desensitizing myself, its not normal, essentailly saying she'd have no support for me. Now i dont know why but today it kinda just hurt more than normal and the realization hit me that....i really kinda dont have anyone to talk to about anything like this. Friends feel uncomfortable, Family (save for my little brother who really is little help) doesnt support it so.... I guess just wondering if anyone else experineces the same thing and how they deal with it.
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 9:40 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 9:47 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 9:52 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 10:02 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 10:21 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 10:40 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 10:43 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 10:50 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 10:51 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 10:58 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2011 11:10 pm
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 12:34 am
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 12:39 am
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 12:36 pm
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