what's been going on lately

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So... my gf is mad at me for yelling at her about keeping me up for the last two days. I finally admitted that the light bugged the living hell out of me and she thought I was lying because I didn't tell her about it before. It was easier not to tell her to save an argument of nothing changes. The light would still be on just like when I complained about her talking to her friends some time ago.

She woke me up this morning after she was screaming about something and laughing very loudly enough to wake the house. She says she wasn't being loud. I told her that it wouldn't have mattered if I went back to sleep. I wouldn't be able to fall back to sleep and didn't. She says I did it to myself Yada Yada yada. So I'm awaiting to be locked out of the bedroom. I was already kicked out for being a b***h, so lock out is likely.

She's been a pain in the ******** a**. She's not as sick anymore where she has to be bedridden all ******** day. ********... I've gone to work with virtigo flu and didn't complain as much as her and I still got s**t done. ******** a...  

[Waitingforwings6]

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Waitingforwings6

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Yup. Need one for real ._. This week has been hell. Between arguing with the gf, the depression has took control of a chunk of my life again. I can't tell her what's going on because she'll tell me to get a doc and go on pills and get over it. Basically it's not her problem and doesn't want to help me out. =____= seriously... she bites off my head when she's depressed and I don't support her. Ugh...

I was talking with her mum about something... I don't remember what, but anyway. She knows what's been going on and believes that I put up with too much. Her father and sister say pretty much the same thing and my gawd... her sister is pissed. She chewed out my gf not too long ago that turned into an argument for me and days of dirty looks.

Funny thing is, a few days ago her mum said to her, "she treats you well. Remember that the next time you tell her to get out."  

[Waitingforwings6]

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that's not good sad and ug, I hate when people are all go on pills and feel happy...I'm sure there's a way that doesn't involve pills! someone I know and love is on pills...and he just seems to tolerate me, it's like they make him not care much...*shrugs* I realize some people out there NEED to be on medication, but for some people if they just try...*shrugs again* I hope you feel better soon...maybe it's time you find a different environment (I know I keep telling you that, sorry) it seems her family likes you better than they like her though...but don't hold on to that too much, they may like you, but she doesn't seem to care much and she has your heart in her hands, so it's up to you what you want to do.