Progress record

[FUS RO DAH-ED]

The point of this topic is basically a progress record of development of your tulpa. Maybe something interesting happened during a session that you may want to post up and see what others think about it. Or something confusing happened and you want to know what it's all about. Feedback, questions and assistance are allowed in this topic, as every other topic on this main forum.

Plain skepticism is not allowed here. Every post has to be about the creation of your tulpa, or commenting someone else's, or maybe give advice. Just plain posts saying "I don't believe in this." are not allowed, and will be removed.  

[tuwas1]

Well, I was about 20-25 minutes in into my 2 session of tulpaforcing when I started hearing a slight whistling kind of sound. Not sure if it was my tulpa or something else though, but I'd like to believe it was him. smile

I kept hearing that for a while and them all of a sudden I got really dizzy, like when you have been sitting down for a long period of time and suddenly stand up, but much worse. The thing is, I was sitting down the whole time.

It became hard to keep my balance and concentration, and it was kinda scary and exiting at the same time. The thing is, I am usually pretty paranoid so thoughts like "am I dying or something?" popped into my mind, but I easily dismissed them and felt safe, which was weird since I usually never is able do do that, at least not that fast. So with that, I am fairly sure it was my tulpa. biggrin I do hope so. What do you think?  

[Idyah]

Haha~ I wanted my tulpa to name himself, but I was... Still am unable to see or hear him too well. I've been thinking about his name and asking him the question about his name for the whole day when I finally heard my own, annoyed voice say: Seraph.
And nothing more.
Guess it was irritating, listening to me... biggrin
I'm working on making him stronger. He still can't talk to me and I think I'm parroting the visions he might send me. I can only tell us apart when he speaks in my mind, which seems to be kind of hard for him...  

[TheColex]

tuwas1

Well, I was about 20-25 minutes in into my 2 session of tulpaforcing when I started hearing a slight whistling kind of sound. Not sure if it was my tulpa or something else though, but I'd like to believe it was him. smile

I kept hearing that for a while and them all of a sudden I got really dizzy, like when you have been sitting down for a long period of time and suddenly stand up, but much worse. The thing is, I was sitting down the whole time.

It became hard to keep my balance and concentration, and it was kinda scary and exiting at the same time. The thing is, I am usually pretty paranoid so thoughts like "am I dying or something?" popped into my mind, but I easily dismissed them and felt safe, which was weird since I usually never is able do do that, at least not that fast. So with that, I am fairly sure it was my tulpa. biggrin I do hope so. What do you think?

I'd say you're doing fine. You're definitely making progress.

As for the dizziness, that may be from the concentration you were putting out itself, instead of from of your tulpa. I'm not 100% sure on this, however, and I might be wrong. Either way, if you're getting a response like that, it shows you're making progress.

And sorry for the late reply. I haven't been on this site for awhile.  

[Idyah]

So. Around two days ago I've been thinking about a way to strengthen my bond with my tulpa, since I rarely hear him. I thought about a way to praise him when I manage to hear him, but then suddenly got a scary picture in my head. Like a burning wood and a scary face.
My tulpa got a cake and I'm not pressuring him again... >.>  

[fernydoodle]

I have the whole idea of what she looks like and her personality, but i can only see her in my mind's eye and i haven't gotten a response and i have no idea how to work toward that point.