i actually feel so much better now ◎[▪‿▪]◎

[VaniIla Coke]

im surprised to know that people on the gd do selfharm and other stuff
its hard to not find someone that doesnt smoke, drink, take pills/medication oddly...
then theres the bis and gays
unique bunch we got here

[bring back pluto]

Never caused self harm.
It seems rediculous to me.

[jukebox my ghost]

Vaquero Galactico

sometimes smoke
sometimes drink a lot
sometimes self harm

it just depends on what it is and how i'm feeling

sounds like me actually
i hadn't self harmed in months so it felt really good to get that out of my system n______~

[jukebox my ghost]

HippoSink

daffodiIs

HippoSink

Well that's not good.
I just listen to music with my awesome headphones. It's a certain kind of music for every occasion.

that's adorable!
what kind of music is your favorite?

Progressive Rock, but I got a wide variety haha.
How 'bout you?

ooh!
i like a whole lot of different music, but i'm really into some sort of "folk punk" and "folk rock" right now
their genre names make them sound really lame, but paul baribeau and dead man's bones are just so amazing sweatdrop

[oHoN]

I listen to sweet tunes, go for walks, write out my thoughts, work out, and all sorts of stuff. Never self harmed.

[Melodic Structure]

bring back pluto

Never caused self harm.
It seems rediculous to me.

[Gnarlington]

Broke one of the support beams in our old house and end up breaking 3 bones in my fist. Punched our steps and punched a nail head and it dug into the bone. Punched cement floor and gave myself another boxer fracture.

You get the point. Eventually I stopped punching s**t that hurt me to get my aggression out and got a punching bag and use the hell out of it until it started cracking.

If you need to talk to someone nudge me on gaia. I can make time if you need to vent out some frustration. Talking to people is one of the best ways I get my anger out.

[gull]

daffodiIs

gull

daffodiIs

gull

repress it

that's what everyone in my family does and it's really unhealthy
i swear sometimes i'm the only one in my family with legitimate emotions

worst case scenario i snap off and murder someone, oh well

if i did anything else i'd be a miserable wreck 24/7

not even like
jogging would help?

idk maybe temporarily, but then i'd sink back into it.
i usually just listen to music nonstop like that other guy said when it gets real bad.
i used to draw but i don't really do a whole lot of that anymore. i drew a little thing today that was the first in i don't know how long

[International Whore]

daffodiIs

International Whore

Find another outlet please sad
I had to go to therapy for that s**t.
I was screwed up for the longest time,
and now I'm embarrassed by the
permanent memories on my body.
It's only temporary relief,
trust me.

I hope you feel better sad

it's temporary but it lasts a long time
weird as it is when i see my scars, i calm down
it's one of those weird sort of reminders that i'm entirely in charge of my body and my entire being sweatdrop

You feel that way now.
But in the future that may change.
I look at them now and know that
it's something I can never change.
It makes me kinda sad.
Just try to find a way to stop?
I stopped on and off for a while,
but would always somewhat relapse
after a few months or so.
I haven't in two years now and it feels great.
Give it a shot one day emotion_c8

[jukebox my ghost]

Num9er

daffodiIs

Num9er

You.

heart

are you going to post that in all my threads emotion_kirakira

If it will make you happy, yes.

emotion_kirakira emotion_kirakira emotion_kirakira emotion_kirakira
you are perfect

[jukebox my ghost]

VaniIla Coke

im surprised to know that people on the gd do selfharm and other stuff
its hard to not find someone that doesnt smoke, drink, take pills/medication oddly...
then theres the bis and gays
unique bunch we got here

i think it's a lot more popular than the general public can admit to, to be honest
but maybe i just see it a lot because of the people i surround myself with sweatdrop

[Vaquero Galactico]

daffodiIs

Vaquero Galactico

sometimes smoke
sometimes drink a lot
sometimes self harm

it just depends on what it is and how i'm feeling

sounds like me actually
i hadn't self harmed in months so it felt really good to get that out of my system n______~

lol ya i did it recently after i hadn't done it in a while
and i was like 4laugh

but if i had alcohol i would have just gotten ridiculously drunk instead

[Chahls]

daffodiIs

dontwatchthat

one time i punched a window when annoyed
and had to have surgery


another time i drunk a lot
and had my stomach pumped


other than that no i just deal with it

sigh the idea of you getting hurt/hurting yourself makes me sad
don't do that again

this is so ironic

because you hurt yourself
and assume that those feelings aren't returned by the people who know you


as soon as i know someone selfharms
it lowers my opinion of them

sadly i can't say it's any different for you

[Mystery Ceres]

gd, what sorts of things are stress relief for you?
cutting is the easiest relief, but figure skating makes me feel a lot better though

how did you discover that they worked?
Hmm, with cutting I was maybe 11? Something like that. I don't even remember exactly, I think I was really mad/upset, and I'd dig my nails into my skin really hard (enough to bleed). The second, I started figure skating on a whim when I badly needed a distraction from stuff in life. It was the best ever biggrin

have you ever self harmed, if so, what happened?
Yea, I have been for many years. I'm actually surprised I'm being open about it now here. Cutting really shouldn't be considered to be a big deal unless it's really serious bodily harm. I mean, birds pluck their feathers out when they're sad/bored, so self-injury is really a lot more natural than it's made out to be.
see above

[jukebox my ghost]

Nero`Angelo

Broke one of the support beams in our old house and end up breaking 3 bones in my fist. Punched our steps and punched a nail head and it dug into the bone. Punched cement floor and gave myself another boxer fracture.

You get the point. Eventually I stopped punching s**t that hurt me to get my aggression out and got a punching bag and use the hell out of it until it started cracking.

If you need to talk to someone nudge me on gaia. I can make time if you need to vent out some frustration. Talking to people is one of the best ways I get my anger out.

i'd feel bad bothering you, to be honest
and i'm pretty good at remaining calm and whatnot, it's just occasionally i let it get the best of me
like any human being does 4laugh

have you not gotten a new punching bag?