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                                                Atticus listened to his younger brother, he would wait for as long as he needed for his little brother. As the scent was put in front of his face, he took a deep whiff and yelped when the hand was lodged into his side. Oh, he liked the pain which Law's fist had dug in, but what he didn't expect was the body of his falling to the ground as he rubbed his face in the ground. The scent he had picked up on had a lot of cat scents on it, how hard would it be if the scent was covered with cats? Not many people liked cats at this school right? Lies, there were plenty of people who loved the company of cats. He was also rubbing his head on the ground because his mind felt like it was splitting after Lawrence had left the room, now that some memories of home were coming back. Hearing the footsteps come back, he had a thin layer of sweat on his body as his breath was fast and shallow, trying to deal with the pain of the broken rib going through his body. "C-coming in a moment..." He said softly as he gripped his bruised side with the broken rib. How much more of this could he take? A lot more bashing, he loved the adrenaline passing through his system, the endorphins keeping him awake until he either got to his room or the Headmasters room. Moving closer to his brother, he whispered the words of farewell into his ears, saying that he simply couldn't tonight. He needed sleep before he broke down in front of them, even though he was holding the bruise, keeping himself awake at all costs.

                                                When he reached the room of the Headmaster, he stood at the door on his two legs, knocking at the door. He only knocked three times and saw heard the door open but didn't hear the door slam in his face, so he made his way inside quietly and moved towards the dog bed. He wasn't allowed to sleep in his masters bed, it was only for sexual interactions when it came down to it; soon the pup was fast asleep without a care in the world. He simply didn't know how much time had passed before he heard footsteps coming near the room. Lifting his head up, listening to the sounds, he heard the other person wake the Headmaster up.

                                                Flinching internally, even Atticus knew not to do that; he had been on the receiving end of Ryuu's wrath, it was one thing that you just DON'T do... wake the sleeping dragon. If you had ever heard the phrase, do not meddle in the affairs of dragons; for you are crunchy and taste good with ketchup. Atticus would have to agree hearing the bones break on a guy, probably one of Ryuu's flunkies and smelt the bit of blood. He wanted to get out of bed to lick the blood, so as he was moving out of the dog bed, as he was just about to step out of it but put his hand back in the bed as he heard Ryuu tell him to stay put where he was. He decided to fall back asleep few however long it was, before his ears perked to the sound of the door locking.

                                                The soft foot falls of Ryuu came closer and even if he knew it was coming, a yelp still left his mouth as his face pressed against the pillow.

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                                                Opening his eyes slightly after having one hour worth of sleep, Kau wanted to lay in the bed after being so damaged, two piercings had been torn out, a broken shoulder had been sustained and he had plenty of bitemarks over his body as he was bleeding here and there with pieces of his hair torn out, his neck was bleeding a tiny bit due to the bit marks, he heard Ryuuzen leave and he was left alone with a man in black, knowing Ryuu he had put that into play so he wouldn't die. He couldn't exactly allow this guy to touch him as he tried sitting up and groaned, man he was sore, of course he would be, but he would have to forego wearing a long sleeved shirt and the bondage shirt, because a) it would hurt taking the damn thing off, not that Kau actually hated it, but it would get annoying as all hell.

                                                "I was instructed to make sure you are still breathing by the end of today, Kau sighed and allowed the male to patch him up. It was annoying, but he stayed still, not moving about and felt his arm get supported by a sling of some type for his broken shoulder. Once all was said and done, he walked into the kitchen, not seeing Remi nor Leo that was there but smelling them and tried to make a sandwich for himself, with a great deal to struggle with.



                                                Where: Kitchen Comapny: People... maybe Thoughts: Time for something to eat.




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Ezail Shion. Balinor

I have lived a long time, My age is

Four hundred and thirty-six

and though you can most likely tell, i am a

Manly fae

My story is long, but i will tell you a bit of my past

Ezail was born as the first fae child into the Summer palace before it was blocked off or closed off. He ad been outside his court plenty of times, each time had been more amazing than the last. The prince, like most Summer fae enjoyed the harsh sunlight but hated the winter Court, their icy castles making their powers weaker, but honestly Ezail had to be an oddball of the group. He loved the Winter Courts, it was like a refreshing walk in the park for him but it still weakened his powers going into the Winter Courts themselves. Their ice palace was a beautiful and majestic place full of wonder.

Love blossems all year, but i am truly happiest among my own kind

Summer Court

The days are long, and the nights cold. but i find comfort

The Summer Palace

I love them like the blood coursing through my veins

The Winter Court Prince... He just doesn't know that yet

There are many ways to set me apart, but i also have

Ezail has a tattoo on each of his shoulder blades, hiding his red, orange and black wings that unfurl on his will.

Now that you know me, Know the name of my master

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►THIS WILL NEVER CHANGE◄

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• AT HEART I'LL ALWAYS BE: Hajime Hijikata-Zephyr Saitou

• IT'S NOT BRAIN SCIENCE, I'M: Male

• BELIEVE IT OR NOT I AM: Twenty-Five

• BORN ON THIS DAY OF THE YEAR: October Thirty-first... on halloween... oooooo~

• CAN YOU BELIEVE THEY CALL ME?: Mister Conflicted, Mister Sadistic oh so you wanna know why they call me mister conflicted as well as mister Sadistic? Well, let's just put it like this.. I'm not telling you. My other nicknames are Zeph and Haji

• I HATE ADMITTING I HAVE A PROBLEM: I'm usually very conflicted WITHIN myself, not from an outside force... but an INSIDE VOICE... INSIDE of me, even the inside force can affect the things I do outside of my body.

• I'M STUCK WITH THIS PERSON: Serenity Serena Salacia


►LOOK INTO MY SOUL◄
• PEOPLE TEND TO DESCRIBE ME THIS WAY: I have a couple of major flaws, I for one as my most top priority flaw that I have is that I'm sadistic. I love it when ladies cry tears of fear around me, when they look at me with hate filled eyes, that's the way I want to see them, hating me for the hurtful beast I am deep down inside, but this side only comes out when my split personality disorder comes into play. As for my second major flaw, I'm actually diagnosed with a split personality disorder, I constantly have to be able to control the other voice in my head telling me the wrong things, like say if I think that my fiancee likes me, my other voice in me, or the other side of me will always contradict that, telling me she really hates me for all I'm worth. With my normal side of me, I'm very charming, trying to charm other people and very talkative, trying to charm my way into a girls life, or even a guys life.

With my Schizophrenia though, it doesn't help when I see hallucinations and think everyone is out to get me, I guess it is because of this that I also try to distance myself from other people, it's not that I want to isolate myself from everyone, I just don't trust my other side being around lots of people when the other me does come out. Though when my other side o me does take over, I don't tend to remember much of what happens when they do take over, probably small snippets though that's about it. I'm also very sweet and caring as well as trying to please the ladies by being a charmer, a grade A charmer. Behind all of this, I'm just a person who isn't very easy to understand nor enjoy being misunderstood. Though I basically am just a misunderstood child.


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• BIOGRAPHY: Haji was actually born in Kyoto, Japan. One of the many provinces there and born of an actress/violin player for a mother and a multi-millionaire entrepreneur who owned a lot of the big businesses in Japan, like laptop companies, motorbike companies and gaming companies. As the first son of the family, Hajime was expected to have great things upon him, follow in his fathers footsteps take over the companies he owned, so much stress was put on him when he first started growing up. His younger brother was born soon after he turned about five, his younger brother resented him growing up, he had very little of his mothers affections, so until the age his little brother began to constantly abuse the older Haji, he was safe. Life was stressful enough and when Haji reached the age of ten, that's when his little brother began abusing the shiz out of his younger brother non-stop. When their mother and father weren't around, Haji would get things thrown at him, like chairs, desks, punches, anything the younger brother could take out on him, he did. Haji had no way to retaliate. He didn't want to incur his parents wrath. With the stress and abuse getting to him, his thoughts created minds of their own, most of them going away, but one seemed to stick around. His alter named "Diablo", now Diablo had very sinister thoughts, he wasn't the kind alter or other personality that people liked having around. One time while getting beaten up by his little brother, Diablo decided it was time to take control.

He intimidated his younger brother, scaring him senseless, beat him the same way he had been beaten by him most of his life. This continued on for about thirty minutes, scaring his younger brother senseless and being very sadistic, when Hajime came too, he couldn't remember much of what happened, he started hearing voices and hearing things that weren't there due to stress being placed upon his shoulders. He was cracking under every expectation. When he finished school and came to high school, things got a lot worse, he began to hear more voices, his younger brother didn't seem to care, his mother and father worried over their son and took him to the doctors, he kept saying that there were voices in his head telling him to pick a barrel that had a bomb in it, he also thought he saw ghosts and ravens pecking out his eyes. His parents had given him some medication, which controlled the voices and hallucinations, but with this medication, he began to get all the more depressed with the stress on his shoulders, he began drinking and doing a bit of drugs, which was not good with his current medication.

Soon he was taken to social gatherings when Hajime reached about the 19 year mark, his father wanted him to choose a wife from their choosing to keep the family line wealthy. He began being charming at the social gatherings, but no girl ever caught his eye, girls fawned over him. Even about this age, his younger brother had a girlfriend and was only with Heero (Haji's younger brother) to get closer to Hajime and sweep him off of his feet. Heero went back to abusing and beating the s**t out of Hajime for stealing his girl away from him when Hajie had clearly done nothing wrong in the first place to warrant such behavior towards him, he pulled away from his family because honestly they did nothing to stop this behavior from Heero. It was disgusting and downright belittling, but he stuck with his family, just barely came out of his room, if he did, it was for breakfast, lunch, dinner, medication taking and going to social gatherings. It continued like this until the age of twenty-five when Hajime took over his families companies, his younger brother had moved away from home and Hajime had gotten a call saying that he had been put into a contract marriage, since he couldn't get someone himself. His parents decided to help him out to get someone fitting for the first born son. Haji, like anyone else was actually enraged at the idea to be perfectly honest.

His father wanted him to gain a beautiful wife, a trophy and use her to make a baby, an heir that would take over what he had already done then tell her to bugger off somewhere else. The first son really disliked the idea, if he was to have somebody, it would be better of his choosing and he wanted it to be a long term sort of thing, but she also had to be able to accept ALL of him and the voices in his head, he also wanted to escape it, for fear of being misunderstood or even rejected. He hated it. Though his father had already made the contract, so now he had no way of pulling out of it. He would have to prepare himself for the road ahead and brush up on his English language.


►TYING THE KNOT◄:
• YOU DON’T WANT TO KNOW MY THOUGHTS: I honestly don't like this arrangement and I don't think my other me will like it at all, I think it's better to stay alone where I wont hurt everyone as much, or even scare them off with my scarier me.

►THIS IS MY PUPPETEER◄: Silvanius
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                            Hajime was in the limo, on his way to the dinner date that was supposed to happen tonight so he could meet his fiancee. The ravenette looked out of the window, enjoying the evening, or at least it looked like the evening. He hadn't been informed of his fiancee's name, so he could only guess as to who it was as he reclined back into the plush leather seats of the limo with his champagne glass in one hand, swirling it around gracefully in his hand, careful not to spill any champagne on himself or in the seats. He had taken his medication

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                                                      Shion watched as Nezumi walked off into the sunset, the beautiful picture of the wall around No.6 torn down, no longer dividing the area between what everyone classed West Block as the dump where all the garbage is and the "beautiful utopia" that was supposed to be No.6. He overlooked everything that had happened as he saw families be reunited, where was his mother? Was she dead? No, he heard running footsteps headed his way and he turned his head with a smile on his face as his mother came up to him and hugged him. "Shion!" She yelled, wrapping her arms around her son as Shion smiled, holding her peacefully in his arms. He let his mother pull herself out of the embrace that she had so quickly brought into her son as she looked at him, "are you really my son, Shion?" She had asked, looking at his red eyes, red snake running across his ivory skin and Snow White hair. Shion still held his smile brightly, "of course it's me mother." He said, chuckling at the irony of this situation. The last time his mother had seen him he had brown hair and natural eye colours for someone like him, was his mother disliking his new look? He knew Nezumi rather liked his new look, he had told him himself after the three days he had been sleeping it off to look like he was now.

                                                      "I love your new look." She had said, her eyes closed and a bright smile on her face. Shion smiled at her and ran a hand through his hair, he still wanted to shake, cry and so many other emotions after having gone into the correctional facility. He was numb after climbing so many dead bodies and seeing so much blood, but he couldn't show his mother the pain that he held inside after what happened today.

                                                      He wished Nezumi was still here. "Mom, can we go back and let me get some sleep? I'm just so tired and drained for today." He said taking a deep breath of air as his mother nodded her head and Shion started walking slowly, dragging his feet along. It felt like his feet had lead in them, it felt like they were dragging on for all eternity maybe it would take twenty years to reach home or where he lived with his mother in the area that was no longer No.6, it would probably be called West Block now. It really connected with West Block now. His eyes had bags under them, he turned back around, his head looking back up on the hill that was there and wished that Rat was there. He wanted to collapse in Rats arms, those nice warm arms as he felt his body swaying from side to side, no. He couldn't pass out now. His mother wouldn't have the strength to carry him all the way back home.

                                                      Soon he made it home with his mother and he made his way up to the room that he had in the shop. His body started taking falling asleep. He couldn't be bothered taking his clothes off so he fell asleep on the bed with his clothes on.

                                                      During the night, Shion tossed and turned while he slept, whimpering, calling out Nezumi's name softly, dead bodies felt like they were crawling up his skin, gripping his skin tightly, willing to tear it off. Nezumi was in there, one of the dead people. "Nezumi?" He called out softly, hoping that Nezumi truly wasn't dead. He didn't want Nezumi to be dead, the next moment, the scenery changed and he was by himself, his eyes had lost their light no shine in them whatsoever, blood splattered on his face and a gun pointed robotically to his head and a sadistic smile crept up on his dead face making him look very creepy and he pulled the trigger. Shion woke up screaming with a start, his mother came running up as tears ran down his face, his knees hugged to his chest as he rocked backwards and forwards. His mother hugged him tightly, wondering what was wrong, she had asked what had happened, but Shion simply couldn't answer. His mother simply fell asleep holding her child that couldn't get to sleep.

                                                      The next day, his mother was downstairs making some delicious food for the shop, he had to go help out Inukashi and help out with the rebuilding of West Block. His feet trudged over the dirt of West Block, the buildings were still ruined from the man hunt it was a sad sight to see to be honest. There were very few survivors and everything was ruined. He hadn't seen Nezumi yet, but he couldn't really stop to chat. His mother would probably get some words out of him tonight when she asked him about why he had been screaming last night as well as shaking.

                                                      Making his way to the dog keeper hotel, he needed to wash the dogs. When he got there, the dogs were outside and Inukashi was there as well. "Shion, you're late!" She said and Shion looked at the girl, his red eyes looking at her with bags under his eyes still. The dogs came running at him and Shion started washing them, not even bothering to answer Inukashi right now. "What's wrong Shion? You're awfully quiet today and why do you have big bags under your eyes?" Inukashi asked but Shion simply couldn't answer her right now, he had too much on his mind. He didn't want to fall asleep right now.

                                                      He started washing the dogs and did what he was supposed to do while he was still living with Nezumi. His eyes trailed off, wondering what Nezumi was doing right now.
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xI prefer you call me, Mimiko... just Mimiko... only my close friends can call me Usagi (rabbit), Mimi or Mimi-chan
xI'm a female if you couldn't tell and I'm bi-sexual but leans more towards the men
x I was born onJan 10th
xThey call me the Shy Girl
x What I likelooking out at the ocean, being free of the oppression at home, Visual-kei and sweets
xAre you crazy? I hate, My father, being touched by people I don't know that well or fully trust, being abused

Alright, let me tell you some things...


                Mimiko was an ordinary girl living in a hello kitty world, no... not liking it? Well no matter, she wasn't really living in a hello kitty world to begin with. Mimiko was really born into a wealthy japanese household in the Chiba prefecture, but she didn't want to be what her parents forced her to be, but because she loved her parents, she was brought up like a normal girl treated like what any normal upper class female of japan was supposed to be treated like but at least she had a bit of normality, her childhood friends, Aoi and Erin and sometimes their sister, it was nice to have a break and have real friends, but instead of getting along more with Erin, since they were the same age, she got along more with Aoi who was really nice and caring to her. I guess to some a sweetheart, others a nuisance and an idiot. Mimiko saw deeper than that, life was good until she hit the age of nine where she was getting sexually assaulted by her father, she got the beatings as well, but her mother only got the beatings, even so she began getting messed up. At that age, Aoi was in junior high and less of an asshat than what he was going to be, not that she knew at the time, but she had been told not to tell anyone, otherwise her father would find out and she would get more beatings.

                It was probably three quarters through the year when Aoi decided to turn up that fateful evening, she had also gotten beat up by her mother and was thrown insults at her every waking moment so she would feel insecure ever since the beatings began and have self-esteem issues, making her rather awkward when talking to other people. Aoi had come into the house when her mother was away and her father was home, he was about to sexually assault her as he whipped his belt against her skin like he had done half an hour prior leaving her skin marked up, Aoi had come dashing in like a friggin prince. Her father had heard him and punched Aoi in the face resulting in him having a black eye, on his instruction had run and had been taken by Aoi to his place. Mimiko knew Aoi would take care of talking to Erin, but since Mimi's father was now put behind bars, she would still have to get over being touched as Aoi had tended to her wounds, she simply couldn't handle it as she had broken down crying in one of the guest rooms. Aoi had taken good care of her and it was probably a month afterwards that she had fallen for Aoi, meaning she was in love with him. She had to leave japan for her own mental well being as she went on and moved out of her family residence in Japan and study abroad, finding Aoi after she had wanted to be with him, or at least be near him.

                At the age of twenty, she had watched the brothers drift apart and it was disheartening, but as long as she got to talk to both of them, in a somewhat decent manner, though stuck somewhat closer to Aoi, because he was her support sometimes. Living on her own, she meets up with Aoi every once in a while, when he's not messing about and somewhat enjoys being picked on by him due to it might be how he shows his affection, maybe. Though she also knows how he gets around nowadays, and is scared to tell him how she feels about him for fear of being pushed to the side or rejected, because that's apparently what Aoi does now. She, even though she moved away from her family residence in Japan, still woke up sweating and screaming from time to time in the house she had by herself.




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