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Post: 93703631_1 created on Sat, 16 Aug 2014 04:22:41 +0000
Posted: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 04:22:41 +0000

I am having a rough time in the hospital right now waiting for a for sure diagnoses, but my doctor is pretty sure I have Evans Syndrome. I'm bawling my eyes out because from my room i can see the hills that my house lays just behind. Mostly I just feel so helpless and so very trapped. I cant take a shower by myself or walk around without feeling like I'm going to die because my platelet count is below 5,000 and I'm extremely anemic. Everybody has to do EVERYTHING for me, and dealing with that has been very hard because I've always been such an independent person. I've always been there for myself and brushed off everyones help. My boyfriend and family has been so helpful and supportive and loving. Its just easier for me to type this all out instead of speaking about it to anybody because I start to hyperventilate and not get enough oxygen to my brain and heart. ugh. crying

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Post: 93703631_2 created on Sat, 16 Aug 2014 04:25:25 +0000
Posted: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 04:25:25 +0000

I love you, you just need more Jello and better drugs :3nod
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You know I'll never leave you. Through out all of this I'll always be here. Day and night. And just because you're in recovery and healing doesn't make you any less independent.:

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Post: 93703631_3 created on Sat, 16 Aug 2014 04:46:41 +0000
Posted: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 04:46:41 +0000

It may feel disempowering, but remember that everyone is human, and unfortunately sometimes these things just happen. What matters now is that you do what's necessary for your health.

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Post: 93703631_4 created on Sat, 16 Aug 2014 04:50:37 +0000
Posted: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 04:50:37 +0000

I don't know who you are but you have my love and support. heart

Life is full of many ups and downs but the most important part is that you have to be strong to live through it. Focus on the positives in your life and know that there are people out there who love you. smile

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Post: 93703631_5 created on Sat, 16 Aug 2014 18:13:55 +0000
Posted: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 18:13:55 +0000

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I'm with the user! Things may seem very down now, but don't worry...things are going to get better. It'll be okay. Just hang in here emotion_hug

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Post: 93703631_6 created on Sat, 16 Aug 2014 23:25:26 +0000
Posted: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 23:25:26 +0000

Thank you all for the encouragement, she doesn't seem to want to listen to me when I tell her all of these things xD
Bae I love you, never forget it.
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