Omg. Yes. I was actually talking the other day to a friend about what makes certain people "popular," for lack of a better term--not in the teen-movie awful leader of the pack kind of way, but someone who everyone seems to like. Because what I was noticing wasn't charm or charisma, which would ordinarily be my guess. I had a friend who uploaded a cover photo on FB and 213 people have liked it so far. And it's like, what do you have to do to be someone who has made contact with so many people (she's got over 1k friends) and make such an impression on them that they like your cover photo, even if it's been years? And how do you even spread yourself so much in your social groups that even a conversation or a photo you're tagged in gets a huge amount of attention, comparatively? Or is it just the social group that she's in, where there is a culture of everyone being super affectionate? I know a lot of these girls, and we basically boiled it down to these things:
1) They're non-controversial/not strongly opinionated (which basically means I will never be popular, aha).
2) They're attractive. (Although I would disagree that this is a huge part of it; it's probably not as necessary.)
3) They're extroverted. (You have to be. And like, the more I think about extroversion/introversion, the less useful I find it, but it helps to have a general definition.)
4) Being well-off helps. (Having the resources to go places, having a car, being able to take people out, pay for stuff, buy them presents...)
But there's still something particular that I don't get, mostly because the people that I do see as being "popular" don't actually possess any sort of appeal for me? Like, I like them well enough, but maybe it's not so much that they're magnetic, as that they're palatable enough for most people to generally like, but not adore/worship a la boy bands. So I don't know. But it's stuff like that that interests me, not in a "why aren't I popular way," but in a, "why do people work like this?" way. And I also get the feeling that this isn't even the correct analysis. I'll hit upon it one day!
Regarding roles in groups: I think I tend to take on the mentorship role, which is probably related to the fact that I'm the oldest child in my family. I tended to get along better with people at school who were younger. I definitely had good friends my age/in my grade, but I think I had a lot more fun hanging out with people who were younger than me. I also tended to provide advice to people, and that was sort of my Internet "niche" or personality. And I think a lot of my interactions were shaped by the fact that my parents were very restrictive. I used to talk on the phone a lot with friends in elementary school, but in high school I lived in the dorms and didn't have a cell phone, so I got more and more used to interacting online/via text than in person.
And yeah, I think introspection on who you are/how you interact is something I do all the time. I'm forever reevaluating my friendships (I'm actually thinking about how I should approach breaking off a friendship with someone I know, because he's just...ugh) and daydreaming about potential situations or scenarios just so I'll have a response to them...if it happens. xD But at the same time, I'm wary of being like, "~I'm super deep! I'm not like the rest! I actually think about things!~" because I dislike that sort of vibe in other people. I feel like a lot of things that I think make me different aren't necessarily the case, just because people rarely have that sort of conversation anyway. And it's also why I'm skeptical of personality type stuff, which is related to the extroversion/introversion thing.
I went quickly through most stuff in elementary school, and I didn't have too much difficulty in high school. My issue wasn't so much that I wasn't capable, it was that I would forget or procrastinate. And I always got the sense that I could have done way better if I had just buckled down and tried harder. And I guess everyone feels that way, but I'm aware that what I can do is so much more than what I've actually done, but I also feel like I'm just complaining because by everyone else's standards, I've done really well. I'm sure having Asian parents also...impacted this. xD