The Snake is going over the walls,
Into the windows and down the hall,
Under the desk and over my head,
The Snake is going trou my head. wheewheewheewhee
Shards, fractions
Of childhood warmth,
Now shrink like tides
Down the ancient wall,
Leaving trinkles of scarlet youth,
Superficial,
Empty,
Alone.
Still the ivy clung stubbornly,
As the years peeled off its home.
A touch, a whisper,
I close my eyes,
will the memories to drift
as threads of my tenuous lies
I weaved upon the ivy crawling up the wall,
Tenacious
but
Breaking
Inside.
Still I clung stubbornly,
Burying the truth with fantasized lies.
Flashes, glimpse
of that faded euphoria,
within circles and curves
and circles of ivy orbs,
days and nights I stared
into their reflective depths,
and wonder
if my name is part
of your final words.
The tears suddenly broke the dam
of carefully constructed smile,
The trails of wetness
clung to my face,
Like truth,
Like ivy,
Like life.
Your voice still echoed like long ago
among the lush green ivy,
but�
my silent years of waiting
you will never ever hear.
Shards, fractions
Of childhood warmth,
Now shrink like tides
Down the ancient wall,
Leaving trinkles of scarlet youth,
Superficial,
Empty,
Alone.
Still the ivy clung stubbornly,
As the years peeled off its home.
A touch, a whisper,
I close my eyes,
will the memories to drift
as threads of my tenuous lies
I weaved upon the ivy crawling up the wall,
Tenacious
but
Breaking
Inside.
Still I clung stubbornly,
Burying the truth with fantasized lies.
Flashes, glimpse
of that faded euphoria,
within circles and curves
and circles of ivy orbs,
days and nights I stared
into their reflective depths,
and wonder
if my name is part
of your final words.
The tears suddenly broke the dam
of carefully constructed smile,
The trails of wetness
clung to my face,
Like truth,
Like ivy,
Like life.
Your voice still echoed like long ago
among the lush green ivy,
but�
my silent years of waiting
you will never ever hear.
i cant belive it
you left me here
all the trust
all the secrets
you abandoned me
and i love you so
you call it a desease
i call it my soul
but now its gone
my aching heart
i will never forgive
i will never forget
you gave me up
for a beer a day
Take my pain
Take my anger
and push it away
after all
your the one
who caused my pain
and your the one
who has gotten my anger
so leave me alone
you don't care
never did
and never will
Warm summer day
A slight little breeze
Blossum petals swirl around us
My hair being blown towards you
You Stand in front of me
I stand on my toes
You bend down
My Arms encircle your neck
Your arms encircle my waist
Our lips meet
in a soul searing kiss
and I know
We'll be
till our dying day