teenage depression

[Miss Anthrax]

ugh having a social disodor sucks(sociophobic lol) i'm getting better but right now it sucks...I have this guy i liked, back when i used to go to church more often and he liked me...but hes kinda popular, the kind of guy that can be friends with everyone...and ppl stared in disaproval cause i'm so quite. so i stopped going to church, cause i dont like that religon! i go every once in a while to make my friends happy..now tonight i said i wouldnt cry over him anymore but i started crying in the singing part, only my friend noticed at first but then he noticed at the end, all he did was laugh/touch my shoulder and asked if i was alright and left! i wanted to smack him but its hard to show my emotions...i want to kill all of my human emotions but what then will i be left with?
stuff i needed to get off my chest!

[SweetPea2010]

I'm kinda of like that too alittle I don;t really like to go out of my friends circle. Me I just go home and cry it off when stuff bothers me or I write it in my journal.

[Flamingonous]

This is a little confusing.