xxMadonnaxx
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- Posted: Sat, 08 Dec 2007 09:32:37 +0000
Hello!
I'm having a slight problem... And it's man related. (I'm 22, not some teenager who doesn't know any better)
I currently have a boyfriend, but lately we have been having many issues (which include him knocking up another woman about 4 months ago) and such but we have been together for about 9 months now. I love him... At least I think I do. I mean, I am jealous of his female friends, I care for him very much, he is close enough to me to be like family. However...
There is someone else who is quite interested in me.
He is a pen pal of mine in Tokyo. He is 30 (my bf is 28 so age is irrelevant), he has his life in order... And he worships the cyber ground I walk on. In fact, he refers to me as his Princess. We have been talking since late June on a friends basis but a couple months in he starts expressing his feelings for me. We talk in email on a daily basis about everything. But I only see him as a friend.... I think.
Why do I say "I think"?
He sent me a cute Christmas card in my email today, and for some reason I had the dopiest stupid grin on my face...that I have ever had in my life. Now don't get me wrong, I do get happy when my bf does cute little things for me but not like THAT. Also on a side note, when he sent me his picture, my best friend saw it and swore to God that she had seen it before, like a deja vu.
Oh, in my siggy that countdown to my "prince" coming... That's him. He's coming to visit me this summer..
What is going on inside my troubled mind???
I'm having a slight problem... And it's man related. (I'm 22, not some teenager who doesn't know any better)
I currently have a boyfriend, but lately we have been having many issues (which include him knocking up another woman about 4 months ago) and such but we have been together for about 9 months now. I love him... At least I think I do. I mean, I am jealous of his female friends, I care for him very much, he is close enough to me to be like family. However...
There is someone else who is quite interested in me.
He is a pen pal of mine in Tokyo. He is 30 (my bf is 28 so age is irrelevant), he has his life in order... And he worships the cyber ground I walk on. In fact, he refers to me as his Princess. We have been talking since late June on a friends basis but a couple months in he starts expressing his feelings for me. We talk in email on a daily basis about everything. But I only see him as a friend.... I think.
Why do I say "I think"?
He sent me a cute Christmas card in my email today, and for some reason I had the dopiest stupid grin on my face...that I have ever had in my life. Now don't get me wrong, I do get happy when my bf does cute little things for me but not like THAT. Also on a side note, when he sent me his picture, my best friend saw it and swore to God that she had seen it before, like a deja vu.
Oh, in my siggy that countdown to my "prince" coming... That's him. He's coming to visit me this summer..
What is going on inside my troubled mind???