i've been thinking a lot lately, especially about depressions in teens. i am not a teen any more, but was recently, and still bear the scars.
do you take anti-depressants? do they do anything for you?
in my experiance, they dont help at all. if anything they make it worse.
here is my story of anti depressants
when i was 13, my mother died. we had no contact with my father, so she was my only parent. my step father sent me to live with my aunt, and she sent me to live with my dad (none of them have had to deal with a teen with this type of loss before, so i dont blame them for that).
any way, i was put in a group home within 2 years of my mother dying.
any of you who have been in the system know that their way of dealing with kids who have problems is to medicate them.
i have been on so many diffrent meds, and they all made it worse. some of them made me drool, and have ticks (basically they made me look retarded) and another i took made me gain 100lbs.
i wasnt depressed because of my chemistry, but because of events that happened to me. as a result, the side effects of the medications alienated me much more from my peers then my grief ever would.
are you on medications?
does it just seem to not make a diffrence, or even worse, make you numb to everything, even happyness?
tell me your experiences with the so called "happy pills". THERE HAS TO BE SOME THING WE CAN DO TO STOP THIS FORCEFUL MEDICATION! (i like most of you who take them are forced to). there has to be something we can do.
EDIT:
some people really do have imbalances that medication helps. unfortunately most people on them dont.