Well, I haven't seen my dad since I was eleven. I'm fourteen now, and the reason I don't see him is because he abused my mom. The thing is, is that it wasn't like it was really him. He was bipolar and on drugs and stuff. My mom even said that when she asked him why, he would respond with, "I don't know." I don't know where he is now, but if I found out that he's under some sort of care, I'd really like to see him again. I could see him with supervision.. But I feel bad about bringing this all on my mom.. But I also want to be able to talk to my dad again, to see if he is all right. I keep having dreams and thoughts that I will never see him again and I don't want that to happen. Please give me some advice.
Also.. a lot of times I'll think about him and how much I care about him. My family doesn't know that I'll cry missing who he really was.
