Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.4%	[ 757 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 128 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 144 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 111 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.1%	[ 261 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 159 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 76 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.7%	[ 688 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2574 ]

[Decaying Harlot]

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I told my friend he's going to inherit my cat if I die, but he doesn't want her. oh well.

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[Decaying Harlot]

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"I also like my c**k squeezed"
2 seconds later "oops sorry, wrong person"

uh.. confused confused confused confused confused

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[Castle Romeo]

There are so many things I wanna say... none of them kind.

It makes me so very, very bitter to bottle all this up.

It's to the point where it's actually best they aren't around.

[Decaying Harlot]

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Weather matches my mood at least, raining with thunder. Gloomy Christmas Eve, yay.
Hopefully tomorrow will be just as shitty.

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[volo libero]

i need attention you know

[Decaying Harlot]

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I need to be physically hurt, because at least that generally heals. I'd much prefer that kind of pain over this.
Not only would it be quite the distraction but I'd enjoy it in general. sigh.

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[Decaying Harlot]

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Take me away. Take me away. Take me away. Take me away. Take me away.
I just need someone to do that for me tonight.

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[[NPC] Liam]

Decaying Harlot

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I need to be physically hurt, because at least that generally heals. I'd much prefer that kind of pain over this.
Not only would it be quite the distraction but I'd enjoy it in general. sigh.

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I know it is cold out, so why not snuggle in right here. Right against my hot bod.

[loviely]

feelin empty once again

[aestheticsleep]

gaia_nitemareleft gaia_crown gaia_nitemareright

I need a bf.

ugh

everyone sucks tho

gaia_nitemareleft gaia_diamond gaia_nitemareright

[Decaying Harlot]

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He said he'd never do that to me again, at least I still believe that right now..
but I won't be having a very merry Christmas, he probably won't even call me.
God only knows where he even is. Maybe a pub, maybe a dingy vacant house, maybe dead in the middle of nowhere..
Pessimism at its finest.

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[Hellodies]

I remember joking around during one late night conversation with my boyfriend over how things would be great and wonderful if someone just had the ******** idea to build a teleportation device.
I said something alone the lines of: "You know how great that'd be? We wouldn't have to be so alone, and I could be able to satisfy needs you'd have. And the ones I have..."

Aha, I was sort of drunk when I said that.. I think I made him feel weird, but hey- He agreed nonetheless.

And I'd be able to see him during Holidays or anything.
We'd be able to at least do something for our one year anniversary.

FFFF---- Can someone just build this..?
Whoever's not afraid to tear holes or anything in the universe... wait, that's a time machine I'm talking about, lol~

But yeah... goddamn I miss the late night conversations...

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I'd get drunk right now, but I'm waiting till 10pm rolls in.
I bought Red Velvet cake earlier... emotion_drool I will ******** enjoy that.

[Decaying Harlot]

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I wonder if someone was looking into my life from the outside, how miserable they'd think I was.
Or how ******** up they'd think I was.. or if they'd even try to do anything to help.

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[Hellodies]

It'd be surprising if I just suddenly got a call from him....
I'd probably be too speechless to talk to him. lol

Ugh, I doubt it. My voice sounds like s**t since I'm a bit sick.

Phah, I'm just gonna get drunk tonight. If I crash, she better open the door for my Psych. whenever she gets here.

Her fast pace Colombian accent and speaking to me in Spanish should wake me up though. She's a bit loud... (not intended to be racist or anything)

[deer dears]

volo libero

i need attention you know