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Is that what you mean to say?		29.4%	[ 757 ]
Before I rise to my defense,		5.0%	[ 128 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,		5.6%	[ 144 ]
Before I build that wall of words,		4.3%	[ 111 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?		10.1%	[ 261 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,		9.7%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.		6.2%	[ 159 ]
When I speak and when I hear,		3.0%	[ 76 ]
Let the love light shine through me.		26.7%	[ 688 ]
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Post: 69127177_687301 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:33:34 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:33:34 +0000

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I hate needing sleeping pills to sleep, especially when I ~loveeeee~ to drink. mannn.

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Post: 69127177_687302 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:41:24 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:41:24 +0000

Life is just
really not what you expect it to be, right?

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I don't get it.
So I'll just leave it be.

I feel so awkward with the rest of my friends.
Some of them didn't even know I came back,
and i was hesitant to IM them, due to my fears I've shared..
Hmnnn...maybe they're just busy.

Aside from that,
I wonder if things go downhill now, and then back uphill?

That'll be quite a ride.
But I'll survive.

I miss you.

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Post: 69127177_687303 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:43:48 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:43:48 +0000

My room doesn't feel right.
I left my homeliness with you.

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I shouldn't rush myself,
but I can't wait to start doing something.
to start.

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Post: 69127177_687304 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:46:11 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:46:11 +0000

Part of me is withering,
part of me is content.
Happy.

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Post: 69127177_687305 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:46:15 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:46:15 +0000

I have the ******** urge to cry, to hurt myself and bruise my skin...

Why don't I feel right, right now?
I got this wave of paranoia.... D-Did I bore you..?

Did you just want to get away from me..?

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Post: 69127177_687306 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:47:19 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:47:19 +0000

What am I doing wrong now...?

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Post: 69127177_687307 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:47:48 +0000
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I'm going to wake up hungover and immediately start drinking again. woohoo

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Post: 69127177_687308 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:50:21 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:50:21 +0000

I took that adderall too late in the afternoon

I'm going to be up all night again ...

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Post: 69127177_687309 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:52:26 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:52:26 +0000

Stupid ******** me....
Why the ******** can't I be normal, happy, or at least feeling ******** decent..?

H-He doesn't even know how I keep crushing myself over the hurtful things I've done to him in the past. He doesn't know how I feel like nothing but a bad girlfriend to him...
How I feel like I don't deserve him or anything....

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I want to hit my head hard on something and knock myself unconscious...
But I won't... that won't make s**t better.....

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Post: 69127177_687310 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:54:19 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 05:54:19 +0000

Abuse Xanax and/or Klonopin tonight...?
Sure, whatever..

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Post: 69127177_687312 created on Tue, 23 Dec 2014 06:12:51 +0000
Posted: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 06:12:51 +0000

I am bursting with excitement about getting to teach genetics, inheritance, and evolution.
(The topics I'm most passionate about, that I think everyone needs to understand)

I have the next two months of 8th grade science skeletoned out.
I started working at 8pm; I look up now and it's midnight.
Where did the time go? How did it happen?

n_n

And this stuff, if I do it right, will slide nicely into zoology so my student A can bring her boa constrictor in, like she's been begging to all year.