Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 745 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 682 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2547 ]

[` B e l o v e d]

Wow. I need to go work out or something. To keep my mind from imploding.

Reading my old journal entries was really not that great of an idea. Wow.

[xe brat prince]

I've never seen this movie before. Dark Shadows with Johnny Depp.

Ugh I have such a thing for Chloe Grace Moretz, I legitimately do not care that she is not yet eighteen yet.

I hate the concept of "jail bait."
No, I don't think people should be ******** children or taking advantage of horny teenagers but I don't understand what's so wrong about looking at someone and thinking they are attractive.

Would I be dumb enough to follow through with anything were I engaging in flirting with someone and discovered they were underage? Hell no! Besides the fact that it's illegal, I find it to be morally reprehensible.

But I don't see why it should affect or bother anyone else whom or what I find attractive.
I find that people are far too judgmental of others when it affects them literally naught.

[manly menopause]

Jemnu

Really..
people can go ******** themselves.

[Suicide Salvation]

We'll see how much you care, hahaha

[I2ose Quartz]

Everything is about to change drastically.
More so than it already has. And I'm nervous.

[Naterbee]

Uuugh I am feeling so weird about today, just, I feel like I am going to be the only fat chick there and everyone else will be skinny and pretty and then there will be me.
Bl
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I feel really weird about my body in general lately.

[xe brat prince]

I'd love to get high tonight but I want to stay home because I've been spending so many nights over at David's house and my kitties miss me and I miss them and my bed.
and I doubt he'll bring any over. I guess it wouldn't hurt to ask.

I like getting high when I'm at my own house. It so rarely happens because I usually smoke with them.

[comme des enfants]

I thought today was Friday. crying

[lower cases and capitals]

how many cuts can I justify as studio accidents before someone catches on
how long can they go without healing before someone notices I'm reopening them
why am I even doing this
who do i want to notice
what am I trying to accomplish
ugh this ******** sucks

[I2ose Quartz]

I don't think I'll ever truly forgive you
for putting me back in this situation and abandoning me.

[I2ose Quartz]

I can't handle this tonight.

[I2ose Quartz]

Yeah, no. This will be a good thing.
I need to clear my head.

[Suicide Salvation]

I must really be a selfish person. It's worse I don't care that I am.

[xe brat prince]

the person we want to be is pretty much exactly as we are, except for one thing.
we want to be able to let go and not give a ********. to be able to not give a ******** if someone finds out we have DID. to dance when we go to a club because our anxieties are nonexistent.

we want to be able to be separate when we're feeling separate, to not have to put on a show for everyone around. we want more than just David and Danielle to be able to tell who they're interacting with.

but society won't conform to who and what we are so we, unfortunately, can't live this way.