Thanks for your condolences.
I havent slept a wink at all lastnight.
I'm just so nervous for tomorrow at the service, i'll have to dress up.
There's going to be family bickering and seeing my sweet g-ma displayed.
I dont think ill be able to handle it to be honest, so after i come home I know i'll be bawling.
I'm acting as one of the pallbearers to carry her to and from the resting place.
I appreciate that you wish to help, but there's nothing anyone can do I believe.
Are you doing alright at least? Tell me some good news lol
My grandmother (bless her ehart), just died yesterday so on tuesday im acting a a pallbearer to her funeral.
I'll be one of the ones helping carry her to her final resting place...
I'll carry my baby girl to her resting place.... so i went and got my outfit for the service today.
I can't stop losing ym s**t and crying all day but i'm trying to pull it together.
She had dementia and we knew it was almost time but I wish there was more time.
But this is mostly one fo the reasons i haven't been around much either. It's ben so hard.
I hope to see you more in time, don't let the others get to you, gaslighting isn't a good thing for anyone.
I just can't imagine a world without her in it bro, you know what i mean?